Through all these difficult times I have been personally having in my life, God has really stepped up to show me that he is still with me. Though just a few weeks ago I hadn't attended church in a while, and I felt that I was no longer protected by God(what the Devil tries to put in your mind), God still took me up under his wing and protected me ( Read more... )

I'm so overwhelmed with emotions and chaos. and emotional chaos. Maybe it's cause i'm PMSing. my period is late. I'm really fucking stressed out. I blew up on corey the other ngiht. the whole weekend we've been fighting. it's like we're both pmsing. it's miserable. I think we need some time alone but i have no where to go. Id on't get along with my ( Read more... )

My car is falling apart and I have had no free time lately. IT sucks! Corey and I are going to spend another saturday in the shop working on my A/c compressor and my battery. GRR!~ And thursday morning im going to take it in for an oil change and tire rotation. Anything they tell me is wrong, ill just tell corey and he can do it like 20 times ( Read more... )

I have been so busy lately. I'm pushing 40 hours a week.. I'm having to leave early so I don't get overtime. Pcat is august 23, pharmcas is almost done, school is august 18 and I gotta start buying my books online. What else! So my credit card is racked. Plus corey and I have been buying groceries so we've been eating and spending smarter. I also ( Read more... )

I'm reading CS Lewis the great divorce. a little disturbing but great writer. i've been disturbed easily lately. maybe because of that whacked show Psychic kids on A&E. Scary ( Read more... )

It's really sad when your own family becomes shit talkers against you.

I feel so incredibly backstabbed.

meghan im going to miss you so much :( i loved working with you cause i knew we could laugh and talk girl talk and all that. i was looking forward to all of us going to dinner one time.. it would have been hilarious. i dont think i would've been able to contain myself lol.. i wish there was something i could've done more. i wish we hung out more ( Read more... )

I made the worst decision of my life and had the wings and fries lunch special from wings plus. I feel like a dumpster. I want to throw it all up, but I can't ( Read more... )

I went to communion last night. It felt so good to be back in the Lord's presence. I started bawling without even service beginning. This lady that was sitting behind me came up to me to give me a hug, introduce herself and exchanged words and towards the end of the service she put her hand on me to pray with me. Just walking into His presence ... ( Read more... )

I saw Chronicles of Narnia - Prince Caspian today. It was a nice date with myself ( Read more... )