I feel like crying. Everything is just really going bad around here. I'm so sick of my father not making any money. It's so beyond irritating and aggravating. Our front door has been broken for almost a year. We have had no door knob for a while. Then one of my sister's guy friends came over and installed this door knob for a bedroom on the front ( Read more... )

So I was walking along the second floor window in the library trying to find a cubicle that wasn't taken but still was near the window so I could look outside. Not that I ever look outside, but you know. Second to the last was empty. I start unloading my stuff and this guy in the last cubicle goes "PSSSSST!" and I could've sworn he said my name.. ( Read more... )

So, I was sitting in this cubicle doing my organic notebook, and there was this stuff posted all over the cubicle listing scriptures like john 3:16 and some from Matthew. People of course responded with "fuck christianity, fuck islam" etc. I really don't want to address this much, but honestly what a shame. Being a believer of Christ and having a ( Read more... )

I hate that I'm in this depressive mode. I have nothing but memories flashing back to me and I just wish none of this ever happened, but I know it had to in order for me to gain my independence and the road I'm on now with my career and spiritual life. I was wondering what my life and relationship would be like with Isaiah now since I have a ( Read more... )

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heading to starbucks soon to work on this test in law ( Read more... )

i have a lot of shit to do. my days have been incredibly busy. i just don't even know what to do. im freaking out cause i can't buy an agenda and write everything down because i haven't found one. it's driving me nuts. im not going to babble about all this work i have to do and all these things that the career center is flushing me with. so i'll ( Read more... )

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Between this move and transitioning into a new college, it has been absolutely so overwhelming. It's really intimidating, scary. I've met a ton of people. Alot are international.. i met france, turkey, hungary, romania, china, saudi arabia, kuwait, united arab emirates, etc. It's like really cool, but at the same time i'm really nervous as hell. ( Read more... )

i am so tired, it's retarded. i got a hair cut today and i was out of the house all day doing errands. i also bought sheets and stuff for my dorm up there.... a;sdfklja;sdfkj ( Read more... )