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They got to Finland in about 20 hours. Abby had yet to speak. They headed off to the hospital and Ville touched her shoulder.
“Are you okay, sweetheart?” he asked. She turned to him and glared.
“MY FUCKING MOTHER IS DIEING WHAT DO YOU THINK?” She yelled. Ville shook his head.
“Sorry, sweetheart.” he said leaving her alone. They continued in silence. When they got to the hospital they were directed to the room. Abby went in with Ville and Bam. Oslo was sitting next to her mother.
“MOMMA!” she yelled rushing to her side and hugging her.
“My darling, why are you here?” she asked patting the child’s head.
“Momma, why wouldn’t I?” her mother sighed and patted the child’s head.
“I never wanted for you to have to see me like this.” Tarja said. Abby hugged her tighter.
“I love you no matter what you look like.” Abby told her. Tarja smiled Oslo had left the room knowing he didn’t belong.
“I love you so much , darling.” her mother’s eyes started to close.
“momma, no.” Abby said. Tarja looked up.
“Bam, I always loved you. Please take care of our little girl.” tarja’s eyes closed and the heart monitor went flat.
“MOMMA NO!” Abby screamed she buried her head in her mother and started sobbing. Bam wiped a few tears away. The doctor rushed in and sighed seeing it was to late. He sighed. Abby got up still sobbing.
“I’m going to fucking kill him if I ever see him again.” she said through gritted teeth. Tears still pooled out of her eyes.
“Who?” bam asked.
“Oslo.” she walked out past them still crying. Bam turned to Ville.
“She doesn’t like to cry in front of people. She cant deal with her emotions. She’ll calm down, don’t worry.” he said putting a hand on his friends shoulder. The two walked out of the room well the doctor was going through stuff. The guys all looked up at them.
“Abby ran out, we guess you know.” Novak stated. Bam nodded. “Should we go looking for her?” Novak asked. Ville shook his head.
“No she’s a Helsinki girl. She’s safe.” He told them. They all left the hospital and headed towards the hotel where they would stay. Usually bam was at Ville’s but with everyone they figured a hotel would be easier. When they got to the hotel. Bam and Ville went into the room and raided the mini bar. As they rested on the bed an Bam thought of something.
“Ville, Abby stayed with you a lot. Why did I never see her?” Bam asked curiously. Ville sighed.
“You did, dear Bam-Bam, you remember at about 3 in the morning when we were drinking and there was a party going on down stairs and someone knocked on my door and I answered it revealing a little girl about 13 looking scared shitless? Yea Bam that was your daughter. She was nearly raped that night.” Ville stated. Bam sighed sadly.
“I suck at this parenting thing. I didn’t even know she was my daughter. I couldn’t give her a good birthday, I have no clue where she is, the list is endless.” Bam muttered annoyed.
“Do you love her?” Ville asked.
“What kind of a question is that? Of course I love her.” Bam stated. Ville nodded and smiled.
“Andy McCoy, Jussi Vuori, Jonne Aaron, Jussi Salo, She could go with the Dude sons to or all of them.” Ville said. Bam gave him a confuse look.
“What the fuck are you talking about man?” he asked.
“That’s where she is.” Ville explained.
“Is she safe with McCoy?” Bam asked. Ville nodded.
“When Abby was going to do pot she bought a bag and showed it to him. It had PCP in it. She would have fucking died seeing its her first time. She wouldn’t have been able to deal with the hallucinations. So he smoked with her and made her safe. Yes it’s bad to smoke pot with a kid but it kept her alive.” Ville stated.
“Jonne and her seem kind of opposite.” Bam stated. Ville chuckled a bit.
“Jonne and her are like best friends. They are so funny together you’d die if you saw Jonne and Abby together she’s a totally happy kid. It’s cute. For Halloween they went as bunny’s it was so funny.” Bam gave him a confused look.
“Like hop-hop or like Playboy?” he asked. Ville laughed.
“Like pink hop-hop glittery fairy bunny’s.” Vile laughed. Bam tried to picture Abby as a bunny but it wasn’t happening. He suddenly remembered what Abby said about drinking to forget.
“Who’s her drinking buddy?” he asked.
“All of them.” Ville stated. Bam nodded knowing she was safe. “Hey Bam-Bam want to go back to my apartment I have pictures of her when she was growing up.” he stated. Bam nodded. The two stood up and headed out the door. Bam was finally going to see what his little girls childhood was all about.