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*2 days later*
Abby rolled out of bed after being awoken by loud noise. She heard something that resembled a party. She got dressed in-
She walked downstairs and saw Ville.
“Hey sweetheart. Happy birthday.” he hugged her.
“Where’s Bam?” she asked. Ville pointed to him. She walked over and punched him right in the nose.
“OW WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT FOR?” Bam asked holding his bleeding nose.
“WHAT THE FUCK DID I TELL YOU? NO PARTY UNLESS I CAN DRINK! PLUS YOU ANNOY ME!” she stated. Bam glared at her.
“YOU CAN’T DRINK!”
“FUCKING YOU ARE A PAIN IN MY ASS!” She said turning and heading for the door.
“ABIGAIL CATHERINE MARGERA DON’T YOU DARE LEAVE!” Bam yelled.
“FUCK YOU!” She grabbed her board and skated outside. She saw Novak and ran into his arms.
“Babe what’s wrong?” he asked.
“Just take me away.” she sobbed. Novak carried her to the woods and cradled her on his lap. She stopped crying after a few minutes.
“Now what’s wrong babe?” he asked .
“I don’t like people and he threw a party.” she sobbed.
“Why don’t you like people?” Novak asked curiously.
“People hurt me at parties. They’d hit me and try to get me to do stuff like coke and acid. Then if they couldn’t they’d hit me. They tried to rape me before to.” she said in a melancholy tone. Novak held her tighter.
“Oh sweetie.” Novak softly kissed her head. “You know I’d never hurt you right, babe? You know no one here would hurt you, right?” he asked. She nodded.
“Of course. It’s just I remember those parties how I’d search for my mother when I was younger and they’d try to hurt me.” she said. “That’s how I met Ville. He lived in the same building as me and he came to complain. I opened the door and he saw how young I was and he took me out whenever there was a party or whenever he could. Sometimes he’d be at a show or something and he’d take me with him. But sometimes he couldn’t take me and they’d come and try to hurt me.” her eyes glazed with tears.
“Oh Hun don’t worry. NO one will hurt you as long as I’m around. I promise.” Novak hugged her. They stayed in silence for a moment. “I got you something for your birthday.” he softly said. She looked at him, eyes wide.
“you didn’t have to. Bam on the other hand better have got me a fucking killer gift. All those fucking birthdays he missed and-” Novak kissed her to shut her up. He pulled out a small box and handed it to her. She opened and saw a beautiful silver locket.
“Flip it over.” he commanded lightly. On the back it read:
I'm not with you my baby
Just to see you cry
I'm in love with you
“Oh my god Novak. That was so sweet.” He took the locket out of her hands and put it on her neck.
“You better have liked it. Shit costs more then anything.” he said causing her to laugh.
“I love you.” she said kissing him softly. He pulled her closer.
“I love you to babe. Now c’mon lets go back to the party.” Novak grabbed her hand softly and lead her to the doors.
“Please don’t let go.” she whispered.
“Never.” he replied opening the door. The party was in full blast. Abby sighed and Novak squeezed her hand tighter knowing she was nervous. Bam was pacing around surrounded by his crew and HIM cussing wildly.
“I swear if she’s hurt I’m going to fucking kill. I fucking cant fucking believe she fucking left the fucking party. Why the fuck would she fucking leave her own fucking party? FUCKING GOD!” Bam cussed. Ville walked over and started whispering in Bam’s ear.
“FUCK. I’M SUCH A FUCKING IDIOT!” He yelled.
“You can say that again.” Abby said leaning into Novak’s arms.
“I’m SUCH A FU-ABBY YOU”RE OKAY!” Bam yelled. She rolled her eyes.
“Really? I would have never known that one.” she replied sarcastically.
“I was so worried and-”
“Oh shut up I’m here now.” she told him. Ville hugged her.
“Happy Birthday love!” he said. “Nice necklace.” he added pulling away. Bam looked at it.
“Hey where’d-”
“Fuck off.” Abby told him.
“What? I didn’t even say anything!” Bam bitched.
“Yes but you annoy me and it’s my birthday so I can treat you like shit.” she smiled. Novak bent down and kissed her forgetting about Bam.
“WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU! OW VILLE THAT HURT!” Bam rubbed his cheek, ass cheek that is.” Ville grinned and shrugged.
“Novak and me are going out. And no you DON’T have a say.” Abby told him. Bam opened his mouth and Ville slapped his ass again.
“OKAY I WONT TALK JUST STOP HITTING MY ASS… I need that for tonight.” Bam muttered.
“EWWWW. NOT COOL! EWWW AH EWWWW!” Abby yelled. Bam looked at her. “you and Ville OH GOD! EWWW! My poor poor mind!” she buried her head in Novak’s chest. Ville shrugged and Bam looked mortified. “Butt sex is itchy.” she muttered into Novak’s chest. Novak coughed a little to hide a laugh.
“What?” Bam asked noticing Novak’s laugh.
“BUTT SEX IS ITCHY!” Abby yelled making Novak and Ville laugh. Bam turned a bright red.
“I quite enjoy it.” he muttered making her laugh even harder.
“Dude I don’t wanna hear this.” Novak said. Abby giggled and kissed Novak’s cheek.
“Babe, you’re gonna have to. Now I really want chocolate cake no I wont RUM N COKE!” she screamed hopping up and down. Bam laughed at her making her confused.
“I’m not giving you liquor babe.” he told her.
“But it’s my birthday!” she whined. Bam thought for a second.
“No.”
“If you talk you better walk you better back that shit up.” she sang ignoring Bam. Bam looked at her like she was on drugs.
“What the hell are you singing?” Novak asked.
“Panic! At the disco.” she replied casually. The guys all made disgusted faces. “What? You all listen to slayer.” she stated.
“SLAYER ROCKS!” Rake head banged. Abby punched him.
“Shut up. Slayer’s good but there are so many other bands that are better.” she told them. Rake growled and held his nose walking away. “He really pisses me off.” she muttered. Novak smiled.
“Babe, lots of people piss you off.” she thought for a second before shrugging.
“True.” she said making the guys laugh. “I hate how you all laugh at me at like the exact same time. It makes me want to deck you.” she told them. They shrugged and smiled.
“You just say funny things at funny times.” Bam told her. She glared at him and then flipped him off.
“You piss me off.” the guys laughed again. “What did I do to amuse all of you now?” she asked placing her hands on her hips.
“Nothing.” Novak chuckled out.
“I did something to make you laugh yourself hard, literally.” Novak covered his crotch.
“Novak you are such a slut.” Bam said. He smiled.
“Thanks babe.”
“OH MY FUCKING GOD IS THAT KELLY CLARKSON?” Abby squealed. Bam looked.
“No that’s Missy.”
“Not the UGLY one the really pretty one.” Bam looked again.
“Yeah that’s Kelly Clarkson.” he said casually.
“I love her!” Abby squealed looking absolutely amazed the celebrity was at her party.
“Why do you care? She’s just the winner if that whine ass American Idol show.” Bam said. Abby slapped him.
“She is the goddess of singing.” she hissed at him. Bam looked at her stunned before cracking up.
“Here I was thinking you’re this bad ass chick and you like Kelly Clarkson? This is way to funny.”
“And this is coming form the person who loves Hilary Duff.” Abby said in a monotone voice. Bam stopped laughing but the whole CKY crew started laughing at Bam. He frowned. “you’re really are to easy.” Abby sighed. Bam glared at her.
“I am not.”
“yes you are and there’s no point in arguing because I always win.” she told him confidently. Bam opened his mouth and then shut it again realizing that she was right.
“Well go talk to her then if you’re so in love with her.” Bam said. She shook her head.
“No thanks. That would be way to embarrassing.” she told him. Bam smiled evilly.
“No it wouldn’t I’m friends with her. I’ll introduce you and you can talk to her.” Bam said. Abby shook her head.
“No no I can admire from a distance.” Abby said.
“Nonsense.” bam grabbed her arm and dragged her over to Kelly. “Hey Kelly this is my daughter Abby. She’s a huge fan of yours and the birthday girl.” bam told her. Kelly smiled.
“happy birthday sweetie. It’s always good to meet fans.” Kelly said kindly. Abby blushed.
“Thanks. Its an honor to meet you. I love your music Its really inspirational to me.” Abby said blushing a deeper crimson color. Kelly smiled.
“Thank you. DO you sing?” Abby shook her head.
“I could never have the courage to sing in front of people. Plus I have a terrible voice.” she lied.
“Oh well I decided to make you sing.” Bam told her. Abby turned to him now very pissed off.
“What did you say to me?” she growled.
“You’re going to sing.” Bam said calmly.
“No I’m not. You can take the microphone and stick it up-”
“Why don’t you sing?” Kelly asked interrupting Bam and Abby’s argument. Abby shrugged.
“I was never really talented enough to sing.” She told her. Kelly looked at her sadly.
“Sing a few lines from a song to me.’ she said. Abby blushed a little. “Bam do you have a private room?” Kelly asked. Bam pointed to his room and Kelly dragged Abby in there. “Sing something for me.” Kelly told her.
“Last night my little dancer came dancing to my door, last night my little angel came begging for more, she said c’mon baby I got license for love…” Abby trailed off and blushed.
“Damn girl you got a set of lungs on you!” Kelly laughed. Abby smiled slightly.
“Thanks. I’ve been really self conscious about my voice.” she said. Kelly shook her head.
“You shouldn’t be. Just sing. Put everything into your voice and just let it all go. Everything that has built up. Everything you feel. Everything.” Kelly told her.
“Thank you.” Abby told her. Kelly smiled.
“No problem. Now go out there and show them what you have.” Abby left as Bam was on stage.
“Yeah it’s Abby’s birthday everyone so I thought it would be good to hear her sing for you. If she sucks we’ll make Ville sing. Get your ass up here.” Bam yelled to her. She walked on stage and punched him in the face then pushed him in a crowd.
“Fuck you. Now I’m going to sing whatever the fuck I want. If you don’t like it get the fuck out or I’ll kick your ass myself.” she warned.
“Just sing.” someone yelled.
“Dude I’ll fucking kick your ass.” Abby warned. “Don’t rush me.” she told the, She turned to the band and told them something’s then walked up to the microphone.
“I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you” she pulled away and looked out into the crowd of people. Everyone was amazed. Bam looked hurt but she didn’t care at all. Everyone screamed and started clapping making her smile.
“Thank you. And Bam you’re one lucky son of a bitch I can sing.” she told him. He was still stunned. She sang a few more songs before jumping off stage. Jimmy Pop came over to her. She sized him up and he wasn’t all shit faced which was surprising.
“You were great. I was wondering if you’d like to be signed to my label?” he asked. She shook her head.
“no.” she walked away. She saw Novak and fell into his arms sobbing silently so no one noticed but him.
“You were great darling.” he said leading her outside and away from the huge crowd of people.
“I hate singing so damn much. It reminds me of my mom.” she sobbed. Novak stroked her hair gently.
“Bam didn’t know that, babe, or he wouldn’t have made you sing. You do know that right?’ Nudie asked her. She shrugged wiping away a few stray tears.
“Yeah.”
“Now don’t cry.” Novak told her. She pouted.
“It’s my party and I’ll cry if I want to.” she told him. He smiled a bit and kissed her.
“I don’t want to see you cry. It hurts me.” he whispered in her ear. She looked up at him and smiled.
“You’re amazing.” she stated. Novak kissed her nose.
“No darling you’re the amazing one.” Novak whispered.
“Lets go back . I want to change.” She complained. Novak led her back inside and she went upstairs and changed into-
She headed back downstairs and saw Bam nowhere to be seen. She headed to the bar and grabbed the bottle of rum. She poured some, half the bottle, in with some coke and headed back upstairs. She saw people dancing and Bloodhound Gang singing. She felt hands behind her and turned seeing Novak. She smiled and started dancing against him.
“What are you drinking?” Novak asked motioning to the cup she had to her lips. She smiled.
“Rum and coke.” she answered giggling. He smiled and shook his head at her.
“Just don’t let Bam find out. I think he’d go on a bitch rant and that’s the last thing you need.” he told her kissing her temple. She laughed.
“I wont tell him. I don’t have time to hear all his shit.” she laughed. Novak smiled and kissed her temple again.
“Novak.” Abby said looking up at him. He looked down at her with a smile.
“Yes, babe.”
“I love you.” She said throwing down her drink and wrapping her arms around his neck. She started kissing him deeply letting her tongue roam around his mouth. Novak picked her up and pushed her against a wall . Her legs wrapped around his waist drawing him impossibly closer.
“Fuck.” Novak pulled away taking a deep breath. People were staring at them. “Let’s go before Bam finds out and attempts to kill us.” Abby laughed and grabbed Novak’s outstretched hand. The two went threw the gapping crowd. Just as they made it to the door Bam grabbed them.
“I was just looking for you two. It’s time for cake.” Bam said grabbing Abby. She punched him.
“Sorry, not a touchy feely person.” she stated. Bam nodded and dragged her over to a huge cake.
“EVERYONE SING!” Bam yelled. Abby blushed as about 200 people started singing happy birthday to her. She blew out the candles and everyone applauded.
“What did you wish for?” Ville asked as Bam tried to figure out how to cut the cake.
“My momma to be okay.” she whispered to him. He sighed and kissed her forehead.
“It will be okay, sweetheart.” he told her. Novak walked over and smiled.
“Has Bam figured out how to cut the cake yet?” Novak asked.
“Yes I have!” Bam said holding out a plate. Out of no where Raab came flying landing in the cake. Abby’s jaw dropped.
“Ow.” Raab said rubbing his head.
“You…you ruined my birthday cake.” she stated. Her lip quivered a bit. She didn’t know why she was getting so emotional she didn’t want the party in the first place. Raab looked up in a drunken stupor.
“How’d I get here?” he asked. Abby shook her head and turned Now she was pissed off and upset and she blamed it all on Bam.
“Abby, wait it’s okay. I’ll get another cake.” Bam told her. She kept on walking shoving past people trying to make it to the stairs. Bam grabbed her as she reached them. “Abby what’s wrong?” he asked noticing the sadness in his daughters eyes.
“Everything.” she whispered pulling away and running up the stairs. Bam sighed and walked over to the stage.
“Everyone get the fuck out unless you’re staying then go get drunk in the pirate bar.” he stated. Everyone started moving out the door except a few people who headed to get drunk or drunker in most cases. Bam dragged his hand threw his hair.
“Should I go check on her?” Novak asked. Bam sighed and shook his head.
“I want to. I’m sorry Novak. You can come up after me.” bam said heading up the stairs.