well every now and then i really screw things up, as in relationships and my own personal heath. i think this one was the worst one yet. if i hurt you because of my actions, i cannot even begin to describe the way i feel. all i can say is im sorry and i hope we can get past this. all of it.

im truly sorry

talking to people has been a thing thats gotten quite hard for me. come on its me. ive gone into some type of hole, going into my room and playing my bass all day sometimes even all night. i dont really talk to anyone anymore at school. i just sit there and think about what i can play today in jazz or at home. it sucks. but me and caroline are ( Read more... )

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as i walked throught the courtyard to physics, for one split second i felt like a rockstar. i dont know why it was quite weird. then another thought came along. after may 19th comes and goes how many of these people will i actually see again ever? its hard. youve seen these people everyday for years. then poof! they are gone. you also say that you ( Read more... )

well i stayed up all night like i normally do on vacations and lo and behold, i had school this morning. it sucked bad. so bad that this girl was moved next to me in bca and she is hot. then i noticed she was talking to herself not me. so off to physics where i was moved up front, no big deal. i needed to be up there. then english, the mcnutt was ( Read more... )

well im done so here are some alright pictures of it.


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well the glorious vacation is almost over and my last semester will begin. i am not really ready and i dont want to know what it will bring. i just wish that i can get away from here and travel when its all through. on another note, today its freaking cold. what happened? i enjoyed those couple of days that i could wear my sandles without gettin ( Read more... )

so we were sitting at ccs playing scrabble and some bongos. when i see this girl come out of the store yelling something. no big deal happens all the time. but does it? so about 10 minutes later i seethis guy(the girls father) walk around their car and grab a bat out of the trunk. its gettin exciting. so hes walking up all big and tough. opens the ( Read more... )

there was this one time i loved to go to shows, whatever show was playing id be there. not anymore, all the bands sound the same. im starting to also not like this "scene" because it seems that its all about hardcore. i remeber last year it was about ska, and it was awesome. but ska has died. nowhere to been seen. what shall we do ( Read more... )

while i was cleaning my room i stumbled upon my super cool PIMP glasses. check them out.


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