this is called self-destruction

Jan 22, 2005 15:38


I am in pain right now. Immense, self-consuming, intense pain. I just stubbed my toe on the corner of the door.  But that is not the cause of my pain -- my heart is breaking.  Again.

I went on the date with DreamBoy.  It was absolutely lovely -- the entire evening was perfect.  Dinner and dancing the night away.  DreamBoy is even more charming in ( Read more... )

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anonymous January 22 2005, 23:59:35 UTC
"Carving out rivers on my cheeks."

That's hot

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thesecondhaunt January 23 2005, 05:18:46 UTC
beautifully composed. i can see these people in my mind. geezus.

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doe__eyes January 30 2005, 00:13:45 UTC
danke!

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johnh778 January 25 2005, 03:27:20 UTC
quite brilliant. it's moving; the dialogue especially is heart-rending and not hard to believe. teh win

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doe__eyes January 30 2005, 00:15:40 UTC
yeah, these conversations have played out in my mind a million times...taken from the expressions worn by people i've never met, and a few people i have -- all i did was fill in the words to accent the anguish, horror, confusion, and stoic-ness of their faces.
and a few of these convos i have had myself, though the circumstances were slightly different

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