I don't know what's going on with me. I'm really sad and would just really love to break down and cry. I cried a little bit last night, but that wasn't even the tip of the ice berg for me ( Read more... )

So I'm pretty sure I just screwed myself over on next Thursday (25th). I told my Dad I'd work his 5-8:45 on Thursday so I'm working 9:30-8:45 in Sturgeon Bay. I just got out of working on Friday at my store though because I'm working 9:30-5 on Friday as well and I'm more inclined to help my Dad than my own store ( Read more... )

So on Saturday I found that around my right collar bone is swollen and there's a small lump near the actual collar bone bone. I've had a few swollen lymph nodes before, so I wasn't too worried about it. But now the swelling is bigger and last night my neck started hurting, but at the back, not near the swelling. I'm hoping that it's just from how I ( Read more... )

I'm not really tired, but I've been awake for a while now. I should probably lay down and try to sleep, eh? Fun fun!

I think I'm falling for Lisa. I worked with her a couple years ago but she transferred to a different store. Her and I have been helping my Dad in Sturgeon Bay so we get to wok together again. It really sucks. You know, I've had big crushes on other girls before, but this one hurts. A lot. I'm actually crying over it ( Read more... )

Yeah, so I'm going up to Sturgeon Bay with my parents again. I had my alarm set for 5:30 because we're leaving at 6, but I'm already. I think I got maybe two hours of sleep because it's so fucking hot in my room. I gave up trying to sleep at 4 after lying awake since about 2. It sucks.

My friends and I are messed up. Here's our plans for our lives ( Read more... )

Yeah, so since my ear infection is long done and over with, I re-pierced my left ear and already have it stretched to a 6g. I'm thinking about doing my right ear in the next couple minutes. Just waiting for a friend to get back to me because I'm not 100% sure I want to do it. I mean, I want it re-pierced, but I don't know if I want it today ( Read more... )

I went to Heidi's with Mik after work. Oh my God. That was fun. Mik asked me why I kept staring at her and not Tamara or Heidi. And I said that Heidi kept making fun of me so I didn't want to look at her and I didn't know Tamara all that well so I'd feel uncomfortable staring at her. Mik said something like "Well, Tamara's pretty. You can do it." ( Read more... )

So I brought my pictures to work to show Renee the pictures of Olivia that Mik took. Later I was looking at all my pictures. Like, actually looking at them. Not just quick looks. When I got to the pictures of Andria, I actually got sad and wanted to cry. I just saw how happy I was back then and how happy she used to make me. Even though I tried to ( Read more... )