i ( Read more... )

after all this time
she visits my dreams
after all this time
the old wounds bleed deep and red
after all this time
i fight and plead
yet, after all this time
i can't seem to bend my love to hate her
God, if i could only hate her
after all this time

impulse
on it i seem to do all things
impulse
by it
i live
by it
i die
impulse
it is my poison and my cure
it is my saviour and my demise
impulse
because of it
i write this

Look at me dreaming of you ( Read more... )

this will be trippy
so long since a last attempt
the muse hides from me

said, what's the time?
it's time to get ill.

i'm feeling weird today. i feel great because God is so good. last night was fantastic. it was so good to be back. reconnecting after such a long time away is just...the bomb. i'm stoked to get to work with the kids again. today, i'm meeting with the head of missions and working on our plan for this year. i've been so out of the loop ( Read more... )

i saw my nieces today. i cannot put into words how humbled i am to get to be an uncle. to turn a frown upside-down...dang. i think i'ma take them to the zoo next saturday as a belated birthday party for the eldest. yup, that is what i'm gonna do.

Down here in the valley ( Read more... )

i'm twisted up inside tonight
Surprise, surprise
her whispers sweet as honey
Surprise, surprise
to drink in her depths and believe it was as true as she said
Surprise, surprise
was like clinging to straws while drowning
Surprise, surprise
and tonight i'm twisted up inside
Surprise, surprise
never again to be surprised