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selfish
closed minded
childish
short sighted
hurtful
hateful
proud
ungreatful

blind and deaf
deaf and blind

these are what
i let myself become
and i've hurt a friend
and i've hurt myself
and i know what to do
if i am given the chance

please give me the chance
please hear me out
it's not something you owe me
it's just me asking please

psalm 88

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not much!

chelle, kolilai, jora, firegrrl, gwen, pat...everyone. there is no excuse for my behaivor. i'm not who i thought i was or who i was before. not after today. i don't know what pain is. i don't know fear, yet i pretend like my little world is all there is. i'm ashamed of myself. please forgive me.

am i

That's where I saw the Leprchaun. He tells me to burn things!

i sing a simple song of love
to my Savior, to my Jesus
i'm grateful for the things you've done
my loving Savior, my precious Jesus
my heart is glad that you've called me your own
there's no place I'd rather be

than in you arms of love
in your arms of love
holding me still
holding me near
in your arms of love

i watched fear factor tonight. the final stunt was to ride an atv off a cliff and seeing how close to a flag you could launch the thing. it was pretty cool. even more cool, there was this cat, durant, who was in the finals and the host, joe, asked him where he got his strength. he said from God. i thought that was kinda neat, but then, as they ( Read more... )

knee deep in flowers will stray, we'll keep the showers away.

though satan should buffet, though trials should come,
let this blessed assurance control,
that Christ has regarded our helpless estate,
and hath shed His own blood for our souls.

he called me to pray for him, his bro, his mom, the situation. by proxy he said. i told him i would. please do so as well. please.

7:20pm
pst,
september 20,
2003

so good
it rhymes