im done with the fucking patch.

not only does it make my stomach hurt and feel absolutely gross.

i have the worst back pains. and yeah its because of the patch. these pains are the cramp-related ones.

ouch.

i hate leaving kevin.

i hate leaving monterey.

at least thanksgiving is only about 2 weeks away.

he's so cute when he's sleeping. and i was right, this weekend was very well needed.
i know now how much i mean to him.

and i know suzee will never read this but : boys dont forget as easily as we think.

ugh wtf.

my stomach has major problems. and drinking coffe is making it so much worse.

im seriously starting to think its that damn orthoevera (the birthcontrol patch). if its not better by next week i'm just going to switch over to the pill.

yeah he did it.

he ended it with me.

but kevin, the more you hurt me, the stronger i'll get.

i have something so good.

i need to think before i speak.

icant

fit into my

old jeans.

ifeel fat now.

so im just gunna cut to the chase ( Read more... )

I'll be the grapes fermented,
Bottled and served with the table set in my finest suit
Like a perfect gentlemen
I'll be the fire escape that's bolted to the ancient brick
Where you will sit and contemplate your day

I'll be the waterwings that save you if you start drowning
In an open tab when your judgement's on the brink
I'll be the ( Read more... )

Im waiting to give you whatever the world may bring id give you my life cause i dont own anything. It seemed like the bottom was all i had until now id give you my life if youd give me yours somehow...In long drives and painted skies i live to feel this moment with the music right and the distant lights i can almost love forever with nothing ( Read more... )

mitsubishi:lancer:03:loaded.

OWNED.