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Sep 20, 2004 23:41

This is going to be short but I realized a few things tonight. I realized that I really am not happy with the life I'm living. I am doing too much to make me happy on the outside, but not the inside. I'm doing things to make me happy enough so that I don't need to face what I push down, what I refuse to let out. I do just enough to make me ( Read more... )

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o_O dreamtraveler51 September 21 2004, 01:08:38 UTC
I can't tell you what you need to look for man, just give it time.

You'll figure things out soon enough, if not by the end of the year, sometime next. Just keep plugging at it...

Best advice i can give, hold your head up and try as hard as you can to not get down on yourself. At the very least i think you're an awesome person and im sure alot of other people feel the same way.

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why_hello____ September 21 2004, 07:03:51 UTC
Ray pretty much said it all.

If you feel you need to quit something, people will understand. Saying no is hard, but if you really feel you're "doing too much to make you happy on the outside," you can put your foot down. That's something I've been having to realize.

Know that you definitely are appreciated, and that you are allowed to take more time for yourself. I understand wanting, yet at the same time, not wanting to help. It's hard to find that balance. No one has it figured out.

Good luck on the risk!

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Hey dude freerebel999 September 21 2004, 09:51:03 UTC
Hey I know what you are going through. I have been there many times. I suggest just dropping everything for a few days and have an deep inner reflection of yourself and then change what you don't like. That's how I maintained to stay happy for so many years. Oh and if you have rage try a punchbag or something. Whatever you do, don't bottle it up. I know I know, old advice, right? The best things about old advise is that they work well enough to become old. Peace man and just relax the stars have something special in store for you.

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arachnidagger September 21 2004, 21:05:46 UTC
Think of it in cycles sir, you build yourself, you destroy, you weep on the ashes, you rebuild. I would be worried if you weren't changing and absolutely revolted with yourself.

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