soul death

[dana_3w]

i think that's what i'm experiencing.  the tears come sometimes but not enough to relieve any tension, but too much to hide in my everyday life.  i was just kidding when i said i had nothing to look forward to after barcelona, i didn't think it was true.  there is an up for every down... right?  i don't know how to do this.  where's my next step?

Comments

[snowangel142]

Dana!!! I'm so sorry you're going through such a rough time! I just got layed off from my job, so life isn't all that spectacular for me either, so yeah, I feel your pain. Well, it sounds like you're feeling a lot more pain than I am, but I feel a lil bit of it. Anyways, since I don't have a job to go to anymore, I came to Arlington today and I'll be here till probably like Thursday or Friday, so you should call me. There's no reason we should both be bored in Arlington seperately, we might as well be bored together! =) I love you! Call me! I don't have your number! #512-299-8522

[ceannrodai]

Though we are separated at this moment it cannot be forever.