i still feel awful. better i suppose, but still sick to my stomach and upset. everything reminds me of him and i miss him. now i know it was really a connection i did feel to him. fuck fuck fuckity fuck ( Read more... )

David broke up with me. that was short lived, right? I haven't been able to cry about it even though I'm upset. Maybe that's good, I dunno. I just keep on truckin ( Read more... )

so when I started my adventures in dating again I expected to meet someone for casual dating. someone to go to moves with, have some dinner. nothing serious right away, didn't want to scare a guy off and was just looking for fun ( Read more... )

so i must be doing something right because david texts me about 50 times a day. however he thinks i am on the rebound from chris. what a sad situation is that, once you're thrown away by someone you have to wait a long time for the garbage stink to come off you so someone else will date you ( Read more... )

I have been up for an hour. I am so excited about this boy, it's nuts ( Read more... )

So i was looking at Tara McPherson's stuff today, and gave it more consideration. Why does everyone wanna be Jeff Koons and make plastic sculpture shit? Why does that have so much value? I don't see it that way. I think imagining those things, and painting them, is more interesting than making them life size. I just do ( Read more... )

mmm curry. went over to the family's and had curry we brought back from thailand. warm in my tummy, spicy nummers ( Read more... )

I choose to live and to ( Read more... )

RIBFEST 2009 ZOMFG PG FAT ( Read more... )

So this is my weekly visit to the 'rents for dinner. I had to put on some squirrel nut zippers to drown out the vapid horribleness of the game show network. Nana gets worse all the time...just stares at the TV, but doesn't really follow what's going on. I am not sure how much longer she'll live with us, maybe we'll make it through 2010. I know ( Read more... )