so how do you love?
how do you love
when your angels can't sing
and your world is still
lacking of me?

Just maybe you need this,
You need this..
And I didn't
mean to lead you on

You were everything I wanted
but I just can't finish what I started
There's no room
left here on my back
It was damaged long ago
Though you swear that you are true
I still pick my friends over you

i made some decisions.
i'm depressed right now.
what?
i'm so weirdddddd...........................
i wanna hang out with my family right now.

It starts with one, discreet desire ( Read more... )

i was so confused the whole time. you know when you turn your head left and right really fast, with your arms in the "what?!" position, and your face so contorted because you have no idea what's going on? that was me. in the school, in a foreign country, and i was 14 years old. don't ask me how i know that, but i know. i was running around trying ( Read more... )

My secret is fatally gorgeous
I'd die for you,
But when your precious life is at stake,
tell me would you die for me too?

yeah, i'm writing in livejournal ( Read more... )

blessid union of souls calms me down, thank god.
training is almost done, thank god.
i got an 88 (which is an A- by my prof.), thank god.
24 days til florida, thank god.
first paycheck this friday, thank god.
i wanna go home again, is that bad?

.

pretend i didn't write any of that last entry.

my life....is exactly as it should be.

i have to get up in 6 hours, why am i not tired?

i'm a very happy person at this moment in time.

loves all around.