LJ Idol Weel Two: Deconstruction

[dance_of_flame]

Comments

[imafarmgirl]

Great entry. This is very sad and I feel like I'm there, in the shower, feeling the emotions.

[dance_of_flame]

Thank you. I hope I didn't depress you too much.

[imafarmgirl]

Not possible, I'm already there, complete with psychologist, psychiatrist, and a bunch of meds for different mental health diagnoses, so don't worry about depressing me. It's good when I can relate to some piece of writing.

[dance_of_flame]

:-/ I feel you. I'm not lucky enough to be able to afford a psychologist, and I don't favor medication so the psychiatrist doesn't count with me, but I've got the list of diagnoses...and the depression. This was a few years ago, and I don't think it's as bad now as it was, but I can relate as well.

I hear you. It's odd, when you find one that pings...that sort of "holy crap, someone else gets it".

[lawchicky]

How sad :(

[dance_of_flame]

Merps, sorry, I didn't mean to depress you. O.x

[worldofcharlie]

very raw... great piece of writing... :)

[dance_of_flame]

*g* Thanks, Charlie.

[i_17bingo]

I wish I could say I've never felt this way, but I'd be lying.

I wish I could say I could put this feeling into better words than you, but I'd be lying then as well.

Wow.

[dance_of_flame]

o.o Wow...thank you. That's...quite a compliment. o.o

I hope you're doing better by far now than I was at the time.

[i_17bingo]

Medication. Exercise. A patient, caring spouse...

A lot better. I hope you are as well.

[dance_of_flame]

I'm glad to hear. :) Especially about the spouse part, you're lucky there. :)

It's been up and down since then, mostly due to a lot of paradigm shifts and self-development. Not all of it was happy, but I'm still chugging along. ;)

[joeymichaels]

Well done - intelligent exploration of a single action (the cut).

[dance_of_flame]

Thank you. :)