The Worst Thing To Happen Senior Year:

I GET MONO.

I don’t know why I’m being so lazy
and not going to the doctor.
But everyone thinks I have mono.
My teachers, my parents…
But I don’t think I have mono…
I’ve just been really stressed out lately.
Therefore, I’m exhausted.
Does this make any sense?
But I still can’t explain why
my body won’t let me eat ( Read more... )

"heavenly seven: you're never going to see this, 'cause i doubt you know i have a livejournal, more or less check it. but still, you're the best thing that ever happend to me. you've made me see everything in a different light.. i love you so much for that. i think unbelieveable.. you make everyday absolutley wonderful and everything you do is ( Read more... )

i know this goes against everything i just said in my last entry, but i'm feeling really stressed out right now. it's as if i did a complete 180º turn from lunch time. casa and dance practice were absolutely fine, but then i find out that we're dancing at the homecoming game too... and i'm getting sicker and sicker.. and with work, school, and ( Read more... )

• i'm still skipping seminar
• i'm still coming back at the end of seminar (so i don't get marked absent)
• even though i'm skipping, i'm still doing my homework
• i'm still skipping seminar to do homework and watch dawson's creek
• i still act like a know-it-all in class (wow... advanced earth and space today.. where did that come from?)

today is friday.. and after school some casa friends and i decided to go out, which was pretty sweet. saw mickey there, and hung out with him for a little bit, which was also nice. he's a really good kid. tonight is the ferndale v. berkley football game, so i'm heading to that. i've been so tired and sick lately, that i'm determined to go out and ( Read more... )

i don't know a single person in this world who should want to be friends with me. i am the worst person.. ever.

yep. so the summer of 2005 has gone and past.. and even though it wasn't nearly the same as the summer of 2004, it was in no way worse. this summer, i accomplised a lot... i spent it with people that i see everyday, people that i hardly see, and i met new people... unfortunatly, i also said goodbye to way too many people for my liking this summer. ( Read more... )

well last night was an interesting night... whatever, i'm already over it.

pat and i are like new best friends. too bad he's at music college in new york otherwise, i garuntee we'd be hanging out, helping each other shop for our significant others. what a good kid. kind of sad that he calls me more then ryan does.

speaking of, i talked to him ( Read more... )

summer is coming to a close.. and i'm really ready to go back to school. i have to call paul and danny and find out when they want to start studying for advanced earth and space (test on the second day of class.. WONDERFUL!)

andrew left yesterday.
ryan left yesterday.
brad leaves the 28th.
and for all of that, i'm sad!

but....
alex is not leaving. ( ( Read more... )

what is better? wait-- wrong question.

what should i do?

while every past experience has shown me that guys are scum and crap, and nothing is ever going to lead to anything but heartbreak, should i break off something seeming to go well because i'm nervous?

i'm soooo nervous. like... really nervous.
can't find a damned thing i don't like about him ( Read more... )