ooOo and its 1:45am yet again and I have an 8am class
haha so this is Ben, my senior friend, in the middle of a crazy deep conversation:
benzdaman: okay...this is serious now
liveevrymoment87: ok
liveevrymoment87: serious
benzdaman: well lizza i wanna tell you, i do really like you, i'm very attracted to you, and i love hanging out with you, but i definately am not looking for a relationship
liveevrymoment87: hahahahaha
liveevrymoment87: well Ben
liveevrymoment87: i think its mutual
liveevrymoment87: but i just cant wait around for you to make a commitment
benzdaman: dont play with my heart
benzdaman: dont say something u dont mean
liveevrymoment87: words are only words, can you show me something more?
benzdaman: i can show you my heart....that's all i got
benzdaman: ill lay it out
benzdaman: ill pursue u...until u buckle
benzdaman: and when u do
benzdaman: ill be there to catch you
liveevrymoment87: i know but only to me? because i cant watch you with other girls pet- i mean ben, its just not fair
liveevrymoment87: you'll catch me when i fall?
benzdaman: ouch lizza
liveevrymoment87: for you?
benzdaman: ouch
benzdaman: yes....
benzdaman: i will...and itll be such a gentle catch...like u were floating
liveevrymoment87: hmmm floating on the seas of love?
liveevrymoment87: will you be my... soul matey?
benzdaman: hahaha
benzdaman: wait
benzdaman: imean
benzdaman: this is serious lizza
benzdaman: dont toy with me
benzdaman: i am a delicate...a delicate person
liveevrymoment87: hahaha sooo im thinking that you just want to be pursued and not have to do any work yourself
benzdaman: with feelings
liveevrymoment87: and whos scarred from your last relationship
liveevrymoment87: so you want people to show you complete interest.... and even then you wont make any commitments
benzdaman signed on at 1:39:23 AM.
liveevrymoment87: bloody internet connection
benzdaman: ?
benzdaman signed on at 1:40:33 AM.
liveevrymoment87: u dont notice it goin gin and out?
benzdaman: are u plugged in...or using wireless?
liveevrymoment87: because i keep missing your heartfelt and genuine declarations of...something that i cant quite define
liveevrymoment87: now im plugged in
liveevrymoment87: bc im in my friends room
benzdaman: I'm laying myself out on the line here...and u crush me with internet excuses
benzdaman: i am hurt
benzdaman: genuinely
liveevrymoment87: well Ben, i mean, its not my fault
liveevrymoment87: maybe in the future
liveevrymoment87: who knows
liveevrymoment87: but now
benzdaman: are u trying to say???
benzdaman: i mean i would love to go out with you quite often, and who knows it could lead to something, i'm not ant-relationship, but i know i'm not gonna jump into anything
liveevrymoment87: so what you're saying
liveevrymoment87: is that you dont want to lose me
liveevrymoment87: but you dont want to keep me either
benzdaman: No lizza...let me rephrase...because...i am better than the one i get my lines from...
liveevrymoment87: oooooh
benzdaman: I dont want to lose you...is right...and, I would love to hang out with you more...so we get to know each other better, and then maybe....if I am lucky enough...you will one day have feelings for me too
liveevrymoment87: please rephrase
benzdaman: thats all i can ask
benzdaman: thats all i can hope for
liveevrymoment87: see.... if I could just meet someone else that could phrase it like that....since I can never hope for you Ben, my life would be that much fuller
benzdaman: dont play with my feelings lizza
benzdaman: these are heart felt, meaningfull words
liveevrymoment87: but for some reason... something just keeps getting lost in translation
liveevrymoment87: coughhesapansycough
liveevrymoment87: what are their meaning ben? what exactly was the point of you telling me if words are all ill ever get?
benzdaman: words are all ull ever get, because you choose not to give me a chance...
benzdaman: just a chance...just one...thats all i ask
liveevrymoment87: id give you a chance, just not months of my time waiting
benzdaman: id love to show u more than a chance
liveevrymoment87: HAHAHAHHA what else do you want to show me?
benzdaman: ***words***
benzdaman: hahahaha
liveevrymoment87: bc I already know you give good massages
benzdaman: how can u gather that?
benzdaman: how do u know that then???
liveevrymoment87: ...I'm a good guesser?
benzdaman: U've guessed correctly!
liveevrymoment87: ;-) i know
benzdaman: ha
liveevrymoment87: but its just not enough
benzdaman: thats not all i have to offer
benzdaman: lizza....dont shut me out
benzdaman: plz...
benzdaman: dont
liveevrymoment87: you have to show me more than empty feelings, empty words and occasional massages, because im looking to be swept into ever after, not have to play coy to get you...
benzdaman: that is why I am actively pursuing
benzdaman: dont you see....dont u get it?
I love this kid.
benzdaman: okay...this is serious now
liveevrymoment87: ok
liveevrymoment87: serious
benzdaman: well lizza i wanna tell you, i do really like you, i'm very attracted to you, and i love hanging out with you, but i definately am not looking for a relationship
liveevrymoment87: hahahahaha
liveevrymoment87: well Ben
liveevrymoment87: i think its mutual
liveevrymoment87: but i just cant wait around for you to make a commitment
benzdaman: dont play with my heart
benzdaman: dont say something u dont mean
liveevrymoment87: words are only words, can you show me something more?
benzdaman: i can show you my heart....that's all i got
benzdaman: ill lay it out
benzdaman: ill pursue u...until u buckle
benzdaman: and when u do
benzdaman: ill be there to catch you
liveevrymoment87: i know but only to me? because i cant watch you with other girls pet- i mean ben, its just not fair
liveevrymoment87: you'll catch me when i fall?
benzdaman: ouch lizza
liveevrymoment87: for you?
benzdaman: ouch
benzdaman: yes....
benzdaman: i will...and itll be such a gentle catch...like u were floating
liveevrymoment87: hmmm floating on the seas of love?
liveevrymoment87: will you be my... soul matey?
benzdaman: hahaha
benzdaman: wait
benzdaman: imean
benzdaman: this is serious lizza
benzdaman: dont toy with me
benzdaman: i am a delicate...a delicate person
liveevrymoment87: hahaha sooo im thinking that you just want to be pursued and not have to do any work yourself
benzdaman: with feelings
liveevrymoment87: and whos scarred from your last relationship
liveevrymoment87: so you want people to show you complete interest.... and even then you wont make any commitments
benzdaman signed on at 1:39:23 AM.
liveevrymoment87: bloody internet connection
benzdaman: ?
benzdaman signed on at 1:40:33 AM.
liveevrymoment87: u dont notice it goin gin and out?
benzdaman: are u plugged in...or using wireless?
liveevrymoment87: because i keep missing your heartfelt and genuine declarations of...something that i cant quite define
liveevrymoment87: now im plugged in
liveevrymoment87: bc im in my friends room
benzdaman: I'm laying myself out on the line here...and u crush me with internet excuses
benzdaman: i am hurt
benzdaman: genuinely
liveevrymoment87: well Ben, i mean, its not my fault
liveevrymoment87: maybe in the future
liveevrymoment87: who knows
liveevrymoment87: but now
benzdaman: are u trying to say???
benzdaman: i mean i would love to go out with you quite often, and who knows it could lead to something, i'm not ant-relationship, but i know i'm not gonna jump into anything
liveevrymoment87: so what you're saying
liveevrymoment87: is that you dont want to lose me
liveevrymoment87: but you dont want to keep me either
benzdaman: No lizza...let me rephrase...because...i am better than the one i get my lines from...
liveevrymoment87: oooooh
benzdaman: I dont want to lose you...is right...and, I would love to hang out with you more...so we get to know each other better, and then maybe....if I am lucky enough...you will one day have feelings for me too
liveevrymoment87: please rephrase
benzdaman: thats all i can ask
benzdaman: thats all i can hope for
liveevrymoment87: see.... if I could just meet someone else that could phrase it like that....since I can never hope for you Ben, my life would be that much fuller
benzdaman: dont play with my feelings lizza
benzdaman: these are heart felt, meaningfull words
liveevrymoment87: but for some reason... something just keeps getting lost in translation
liveevrymoment87: coughhesapansycough
liveevrymoment87: what are their meaning ben? what exactly was the point of you telling me if words are all ill ever get?
benzdaman: words are all ull ever get, because you choose not to give me a chance...
benzdaman: just a chance...just one...thats all i ask
liveevrymoment87: id give you a chance, just not months of my time waiting
benzdaman: id love to show u more than a chance
liveevrymoment87: HAHAHAHHA what else do you want to show me?
benzdaman: ***words***
benzdaman: hahahaha
liveevrymoment87: bc I already know you give good massages
benzdaman: how can u gather that?
benzdaman: how do u know that then???
liveevrymoment87: ...I'm a good guesser?
benzdaman: U've guessed correctly!
liveevrymoment87: ;-) i know
benzdaman: ha
liveevrymoment87: but its just not enough
benzdaman: thats not all i have to offer
benzdaman: lizza....dont shut me out
benzdaman: plz...
benzdaman: dont
liveevrymoment87: you have to show me more than empty feelings, empty words and occasional massages, because im looking to be swept into ever after, not have to play coy to get you...
benzdaman: that is why I am actively pursuing
benzdaman: dont you see....dont u get it?
I love this kid.