so yeah.things didn't work out with this one. i shoudln't have expected it to.
goodnight. 

go so right, and then go so wrong?

UBsCuriTy [9:47 PM]:  =]=]=]=]
"schaffel" [9:47 PM]:  hihihihiii =D
UBsCuriTy [10:21 PM]:  he makes me so happy schaff
"schaffel" [10:21 PM]:  aww cutee
"schaffel" [10:21 PM]:  whatd he do now
UBsCuriTy [10:21 PM]:  spent all of lunch with me
"schaffel" [10:21 PM]:  good boy
UBsCuriTy [10:21 PM]:  and just i duno
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  "jac" [10:08 PM]:  he said he thinks you're too smart for him so hes not sure if he wants to ask you out

I CAN'T EVEN DESCRIBE who frustrating boys are

so friday night i went to the football game. after that, dominc and i went and pigged out at mcdonalds. then, we met joya and we dove to starbucks. the guy david gave us ltos of free goodies. then teresa walked in so we talked to her for a while. then dominic and i had a delirious 5 minutes ride to my house. we are nuts when we are tired. or maybe ( Read more... )

i wnet home sick today. this having an illness thing isn't fun. i hate being sick. this kid is like hot and cold. however, when im not in school he goes looking for me twice. waiting to walk me to class. what is this? crap. this losing weight thing is going okay. homecoming is oging okay.everything is okay. so are my classes. whatever. im outta ( Read more... )

Turns out, the guy likes me. Today was my first stressful day at school. Four of my officers didn't go the meeting, so we decided on stuff and we're gonna run it buy them later. We had to vote. Things are taking too long. The weight on my chest is still there. I'm doing good about working out. But i need to lsoe serious weight. i also need to ( Read more... )

so the guy i like, im pretty positive theres nothing there for him. thats usually the case. im trying really hard nto to be stressed. don't want to be stressed.people suck. people keep bothering me and i don't feel like talking to them.i duno. but thi guy, i kinda really like him. deep infatuation.hes awesome.and i want to it work out.i dno. i ( Read more... )

i really don't understand this whole, everyone gets to find someone except me thing.
and not only do i not understand it, 
i hate it =[

its amazing how peoples true colors come out.lol.
<3

i just talked to him for 5 minutes
and it made me smile.
all we did was talk about sleep.
AH.
okay.
this one is special.
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can't wait to see him tomorrow.
ohman.