i just wanna talk to you because i cant see you but apparently i cant even do that now.. jesus fucking christ today sux... shoot me n then it wont be so fucking gay

i wish....

i was 18
i could live on my own
i could be with him forever
i could be invisible
i could be with him now
i could rewind time

well today was an alright day... i woke up early... i ended up having to do a buncha stuff for my mom... thank god i went to the varsity game ... i saw austin which is sweet n he drove me home.. but we cant hang out today.. which sux because its like i never get to hang out with him.. or ne of my friends nemore... because life gets in the way ( Read more... )

llakers.... JV girls

3-0

varsity fball about to b 4-0...

yay... fball game today... so0o excited i love you all...

xoxo

*s[A]m*

6 days

so after the worst night of my life last night........things are good im grounded but ill beo n later

i love you austin.....

its crazy

i love him

*s[A]m*

oak christ game tomorrow...

ropers fri

okay s0o... last night i went to update the entry below n then... my computer broke so it says morning but it was last night when i did that...lol....

picture day today.... ohh heck yes... i look alright for the first time in my life i think im gunna like these pics...haha...

ohh ya another highlight of today ::

<3 4 months <3 wow thats pretty ( Read more... )

so0o today sucked for no reason imparticular... if it wasnt for my amazing boyfriend i probably woulda went crazy ( Read more... )

im back at my moms... last week at my dads was hell... everyday i got grounded more n moe for my phone.. il prolly never get it back... ya... owell... umm... good parts were our bball game... heck yes... we kicked ass... both teams rocked... n then the fball team did awesome... n then sunday i got to hang out wih austin FINALLI.... i barely see him ( Read more... )

it realli bothers me when everything goes so0o good and people just ruin it... ive just about had it with everyone at lakes being so0o fucking dramatic about everything... epopel blow everything outta proportion.. and its ridiculous... you all are gunna end up with no friends ( Read more... )

why do we fall in love just to get our hearts broken.. and what sux is that i mean you never kno if its true love until it lasts so you have to sit and wait for your heart to get broken... and when it does... most people cant take it.. they just cant... i kno i wouldnt be able to... and well im pretty much sick of hearing about how everyone has a ( Read more... )