So at the moment i havent a clue why. but im crying ( Read more... )

whoops forgot to say one thing ( Read more... )

So today is my last day at home, in wales i mean. Thats right in a few hours time. I will be in England living with my Mam. For good? I dont no maybe. depends how things get on. Im guessing it probably will be for good. But i'll be down lots to visit family & friends ( Read more... )

I haven't updated for a very long time. So here i am doing my thing & updating. so New years eve was my 17th birthday ...yeah it was good. i was paraletic. literally couldnt walk, talk, or smoke a fag haha. but it was all good either way. I think it could have been alot better though to be honnest. Ah well. so in the day i didnt do much erm my ( Read more... )

woooo its new years eve && its my FUCKING birthday :D

good time ahead...

gettin drunk...

more drunk...

more drunk :D hehe
happy birthday to me x

So where to start.Its like 2 days away from x-mas, I'm not at all excited, I don't even want xmas to come this year. Meh its ghey.Like uber ghey ( Read more... )

Heheh well today has been a real fun day. I woke up at erm..9.00 got ready for work. Caught a bus to work got into work at 11.00 i planned to meet El at 3.00 :D to go out. so Work was so hectic ...i dont think i have been so busy in all my life. it was just madness. Couldn't move or anything lol. was a laugh though. Weird hehe. Met El outside at ( Read more... )

Well well well where to start erm. Wednesday i think. well didn't go to college, was really upset & depressed so didnt bother going to college. i WAS making myself ill seriously..i couldn't stop shaking or crying. I didn't eat anything. My oh my i was really worried about myself...anyway..i have suprise visitors knocking on the door..Raerae & Craig ( Read more... )

So then meh im sat here fucking fucked off. :(:( meh in the matter of 4 hours.ive most probably lost 3 friends & maybe more. & all because of what was apparently said. so i have basically told them that they can think that if they want. cause im not in mood for any of this bullshit ( Read more... )

Okay so i havent updated for a very long time, have i!! well anyway erm....not much been happening, im getting to the point where i really cant be fucked to update lol, im not a livejournal person at all. i thought to myself when i first got it fuck yes im going to be updating all the time but im not!! Whupsy :-p haha anyway so today i went to have ( Read more... )