I think I'm getting way too used to acceptance letters. that is al i have to say and i didn't think making the decision was going to be this hard. and I didn't think that the boy I loved was going to break my heart either; but he did; and I've taken him back God I hope I don't resent him in the end

So lately, been wondering ( Read more... )

If i knew every word to describe beauty it would not do it justice, the scene of flying over the past the future and my present. So many times I have seen the same landscape, so many months I spent with this as my home, but now I am a traveler, a stranger. The streets I used to walk are different, this is where I used to live. The set where dreams ( Read more... )

"We spend all our time together we can't stand to sleep alone"... Going to California in a little over 24 hours I can't wait! I'm kind of nervous about all the mixed emotions I think I heard somewhere that you can never go back home...I hope that's not true. I'm going to miss Greg

Booked the coke commercial, photo shoot on saturday, leaving for Cali Wednesday to do the agent meeting thing and sell a demo....i have no time for my school work or to memorize lines or really for the boyfriend and yet i spent 9 hours with him yesterday....this must really be love I haven't seen Lucky 2 since Tuesday

This break started out horrifically (aka marissa having to get lucky 2 and I from our stranded situation on route 20 in Paterson on Sunday morning at 1 am while i was in Matt's old sweatshirt and who should decide he HAS to go but Marcos?) However I am so happy and content and in love yes (gasp) for real, and the only reason I know it's real is ( Read more... )

I feel free, and wonderful, and alive, and things are looking good. I am without boy again but by choice and it feels really great I'm excited for Fagan and I love that we go out for ice cream together and laugh and I love that we are 48 hours away from break ! yay

Tell me do you think it’d be all right ( Read more... )

yeah fuck that honestly pushing me further away from those people i thought cared isn't going to help this that is all I have to say fine do what you will i'm done

A question: Who in the world is going to take care of me better than my friends? I mean honestly next year I am going to feel so lost it will be ridiculous....even my parents would have repremanded and punished me for the actions of last night and while i was repremanded out of concern and love....on a side note BEFORE the fiasco where fagan face ( Read more... )