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[dancerchick90]

I miss not having anyone on the dance team anymore. I mean yes, there's Katie, my sophomore buddy, and Kristin and Kristen, but I sometimes I look at my friends in the stands and just want to be there too. It's not right... because i know if i was in the stands i would look at the dance team and want to be on the sidelines too. But seeing Emily

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[sarahdave]

every time i see you dance, or i see anyone wearing a dance team...anything- i miss it. i miss cheering at games, i miss going to practice, and i miss smarting off to ashley. but every time i think about how much i miss it- i i think about why i loved it so much in the first place. i loved doing something i love with my friends. without it just wouldn't be as much fun. and that is what keeps me going- and not trying out for the team again this year. in fact- at the football game on friday, sarah phelps was like, "why aren't you out there?" right after i screamed, "GO DANCE TEAM!" like 6 times. and i said, "ummm....too much money." i guess that is just my excuse- but real reason at the same time

[dancerchick90]

Thank you sarah. I realized you can't win either way, yet at the same time, you DO win both ways. I personally don't care if Ashley doesn't give me what I deserve, because I could care less about that, but it's more like I know I'M doing MY best, and I still enjoy doing it. I'm sure if she sees that (and my positive attitude) things will eventually get better, or at least will be satistfying for me (which they are- for the most part).

And about the whole captain deal: I can basically tell you it's gonna be Kristen b/c her mom helps with seriously EVERYTHING. And you know what? I'm OK with that.

to sum it up- i'm a believer in karma, and karma WILL come back around. Call me crazy, but I still want to do dance in college- especially if I end up going to U of L or WKU (Free money baby!!)