no school for the rest of the week because of the wlaking pnuemonia. yea the health department closed coventry's schools haa

so yea im presenting my capstone to a ninth grade health class thursday. im basically nervous as shitttt. im gunna like shoot somebody. ha yea wouldnt that be interesting. me walking into the classroom and shotting someone. omg i cant believe just wrote that. oh and me and ben had an interwesting conversation ha.

im really am considering dropping out of school. i cant take all this stupid pressure of capstone and and my other work. i freeking hate that i procrastinate all the time. but i cant help that either. i just have no motivation to do anything school related unless its like decorating a posterboard. and yea so that freeeking sucks too. and yea i've ( Read more... )

Christmas has started in my family. the war between the twins and JoAnn has begun! i can mark another day off my calander.

oh and i forgot to say that i am soooooooooooooooo friggen stressed with capstone. i just want to shoot myself in the head or something. i need to get out and to make plans during break so i can just relaxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

so basically my computer is retarded and needs to be fixed or something cuz supid norton isnt working but yet it is? idk gaygaygay. but yea so i dont know whats wrong with me. i've been thinking about everything thats been going on and i dont ant to. its retarded and makes me depressed :(

idk but something has been up with me latley. i have been actually doing my homework, at home an before 12 o clock at night. i know i know shocking. but for some reason i finally relized how much things be easier if i didnt procratinate. i also have been working on capstone. that i definatley can't procrastinate on ha. but yea ( Read more... )

so yea i guess i have a lot on my mind. i've just been thinking about.... well basically everything in the last 3 years. and yea. idk i guess im just retarded. i over anazlyze everything, im such a jealous person, i have a need to know everything but when i do i wish i didnt, im basically incapable of making plans, and i;m just reatrded. i mean i ( Read more... )

well mymom was talking to me the other day and we got on the topic of winter and such. she wants to go live somewhere, where its freakin 80 degrees on december 25th. shes like yea u could open presents and then ump in the pool. then she was like yea then you dont have to worry about messy pine trees because you would just put the tree outside on ( Read more... )

school is friggen gayyyyy! i mean i just hate how the schedule is so i have so much work thats due at once. i mean im a procastinator and yea so it doesnt work for me. yea i got straight a's last quarter but i already know im failing history cuz i swear he never tells us anything but everyone else knows ahhh its retarded w/e