-me, single?
i guess not now =)

-things to work out?
many things

- excited?
definalty

- scared?
even more

i am so scared.

so scared.

it was such a beautiful day.

so beautiful.

god give me strenth.
you have kept me safe

So I let you believe what you want to believe ( Read more... )

I'm pretty sure im incapable of romantic feelings.

My love life consists of meaningless flirtation and kisses.

The small fraction of feelings I do have are quickly extinguished by boredom {95% of the time}

Bummer.

Ps Guitar hero parties rock!

Ahhhh
I am a horrible girl.

Uhoh, looks like Im back to my old days. I know this will come back to bite me.
But why is it so fun?

And why am I incapable of romantic feelings? My goodness I get bored easy!

Dear Life,

I miss cheerleading.
I miss being apart of a team.
I miss many of my old friends.
I miss being younger.
I miss Blondie.
I miss that feeling of securtity.
I miss wearing my batheing suit.
I miss beign surrounded by the beautiful water of Harrisville.

To be continued...

Mallory and I went to see him today ( Read more... )

I cant forget the face I saw as I passed the car you were in.

My heart snapped, it did.

I need to see you.
I miss you so badly.

It seems my heart has developed a feeling on falseness. But. I have to see you.
I dont care.

Oh baby this could be fun!

updates later.
It seems no one wirtes in these anymore.
I am bummed, there is no one to inviestigate ahah.

to a better 2007.

with snow.

Ohhhhh boy have we got some drama. but good. I miss it.
my resolution:
*Keep not doing drugs
*get a drop dead sexy bikini body (aka lose weight)