maybe i'm crazy, but as i was falling asleep last night, I was hearing chords. deep, vast chords in my head. it was like a rhythm of the air around me.

like i said, maybe i'm crazy.

last night I pretty much had to carry john back from caro. i hadn't been drinking, and the contrast was he was the worst i've ever seen him ( Read more... )

today's been a little weird ( Read more... )

i agree...if i want to make my journal more private, i should delete the LJ altogether and write it all down on paper ( Read more... )

i'm seriously considering switching this to a purely private journal. (my eyes only!)

so, thursday night, i got shitfaced and jumped off of rather tall ledge...and ended up in the hospital the next morning ( Read more... )

i am shitttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttfacedasowowowowowoowooooooooooooooo

i heart ebeing drun k woo wooow oo

drnk durnk drunk ie drunk durnk drunk drunkk wooo woow owo

well today was a nice, exhausting meeting with paul melley ( Read more... )

i hope i'm just PMSing, but I really haven't been happy the past week.

my eating is spiraling out of control...again... and i can't do this. i don't even have the energy for one more battle with this shit.

i've been on such a high for 3 months and suddenly it's crashing down.........

somday my prince will come ( Read more... )