wow i'm updating my live journal. weird. well what had happened was, i decided to stop writing in here, because the more that i read mine as well as other live journals, it seemed like a simple way to whine about things. by writing about one's feelings, noone is able to yell at that person, and there's a possibility that one may even be able to ( Read more... )

it's interesting to sit down and think about things. . .  i've found myself doing that constantly lately.  people, places, graduating, living.  one year from now, i will be in a completely different place, surrounded by completely different people, basically starting over.  and as weird as it may seem, i absolutely love the thought of it.  i've ( Read more... )

Why out of all the people in this world ( Read more... )

ahhhhhhhhhh ( Read more... )

everythings so . . . confusing. for me. i find myself becoming more annoyed with more people that i talk to. ignorant people. and the close friends who act like they care but are really just as equally ignorant. who even cares anymore?? how can one tell ( Read more... )

hmmm . . . i'm thinking.  i don't know exactly what to write, but i am in the mood to.
  i think i'm weird. . . i mean, some days, i am so content like i've been for the majority of today.  other days i am so uncontent and have no idea what to do to change that.  and then there are times where i really have no idea what i am feeling at all . . . ( Read more... )

Hooray!!! it's finally summer!!!  it doesn't seem like it should be yet, though.  it feels weird.  this year went by so slowly, yet flew by so fast at the same time.  it makes no sense, i know, but it really seems like that.  a lot of people tell me that they think it flew by, and i never know whether i can agree with them or not, because this year ( Read more... )

today was overall a good day.  everyday should be good, actually.  however, days cannot be good when one decides to spend them crying.  we laugh, we cry, we do whatever . . . it's life.  we need to hurt.  we need to be happy.  we need to experience.  we need to learn how to conquer certain fears or just face others.  we need to be able to laugh at ( Read more... )

written in here for a while, soley because anything that i would write in here would be complaints.
 oh my Lord, i can't describe how much i hurt right now.  i can't stop crying or thinking.  i'm still so in love with him . . . and he's with another girl.  it's really hard.  i mean REALLY.  whenever i see him with her i turn into a wreck.  last ( Read more... )

hmmm.  i'm so bored.  i feel tired in several ways right now.  tired from just being so busy, tired of doing schoolwork, and in particular, tired of worrying about my friendships with people.  i feel very much taken advantage of as a friend in a few of my relationships.  some friends really only take time out of their day to hang out with me, etc ( Read more... )