Have you ever just sat in your room...convincing yourself that they are gonna come over out of the blue? And how much that would just...rock!? I don't know why I do that to myself. It kills you inside. You build yourself up..just so you can fall flat on your face. I just know that this day is gonna get F___ up. I'm gonna end up not going to the ( Read more... )

Ok, I'm talking to you right now. And I really would rather it be speaking to you in person, rather then this cold cramped latptop. I'm having a hard time holding back my tears...which is not good cause I am sitting dead center in a cafe.

Right now I am sitting in a cafe...listening to the owner's conversations. My mom used to own this cafe but, the owner screwed her over with the money situation. This guy is a total @$$. It's funny. He is talking about how to better the shop. He wants to "out do" starbucks. I love it.

09/03/03...that was one of the best nights of my life. Kinda resembles the song Hands Down...to me at least. Thank you.

I really hope I make the Briertone show. I really want to hang out with Ash. We need to go chill out in slo..eh? Come on cat woman. What do ya say?

Last night was so strange. Mark came over to my house for the first time in a while. He drove over and wanted to get a game from me. I never did find it but, we ended up going to walmart. Then we went to Starbucks and got some eggnog latte's (Kay is gonna be mad 'bout that ;-D). Me and him really connected last night though. He was telling me about ( Read more... )