I HATE it when I forget things. For instance...I was all planned out to go see Midsummer on THursday after my staff meeting, but I totally forgot that I have a show on Thursday. And Friday and Saturday! BUMMER. I really wanted to see Midsummer before everyone really started talking about it, but I couldn't go last weekend because Nathan and I ( Read more... )

Wow. I really am quite happily drunk. I haven't been like this for a while. Very happy. But, kinda sad that I'm alone and can't enjoy it. Really shouldn't have left Rennie's. And I miss and love my boyfriend.

But, Frasier is on, so I can enjoy that in my happily-dizzy state. Things are floating and fuzzy. Fun.

Ok, so I just got back from Rennie's and I had a lot of fun. James was celebrating his getting his MFa or MA or whatever. But it was fun. Lots of fun people were there, and Nathan was too. But he had to leave cause he's sick and has a midterm tomorrow. But, at any rate, I had a good time and shouldn't have left. James didn't want me to leave ( Read more... )

Ok, just so everyone knows, I didn't bash my brains out or anything last night. In fact, about 20 minutes after posting that, my issues mostly resolved. I still have a little bit of work to do on myself, but my overall view of life has much improved. Except for the fact that I hate being a girl...but that's another post all together.

I don't know where I am right now. (in life, I mean. I'm in my room) I feel so lost and loathsome of myself and just so...gone. I have to make some sort of change to make myself better. I can't keep looking in the mirror and hating what I see. It's not healthy and I feel like I just get worse every day. Where has my stregnth and self- ( Read more... )

From Sophie. Wow, this is pathetic. Only 74 ( Read more... )

So, I have a headache, heartburn and I'm constantly tired. All this equals a not-so-enthused-Annaleah. At any rate, I'm way bored and I don't want to be reading ZOo Story or The Dutchman...so here is stuff that I stole from Lauren ( Read more... )

So, can I just say how much I love it when people smile? I was walking home in the sun yesterday when a guy passed me who was just smiling to himself. You know...one of those inward smiles like you just got a sweet text message from your significant other kind of smiles. It was just wonderful to see someone I don't even know so happy. I wish ( Read more... )

I HATE it when I want to do something surprising and nice...but the goddamned boyfriend doesn't have his phone on! I'm about to go nuts here. I've called him 5 times over a 4 hours period: no answer. I've left two messages: nothing. I check online: not there. I know for a FACT that he doesn't have class right now...why isn't he answering me ( Read more... )

So, on Sunday I had a rehearsal for the Tap piece I'm in for the Student dance concert...and I am only now feeling the reprocussions of that rehearsal. Both of my shoulders hurt SOOOOOOO bad, and I keep having shooting pain up both my shins starting from my ankles. URGH. I'm sure all this pain will go away soon, but I just had to whine about it ( Read more... )