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i really love this weather.
it reminds me of going to ddm shows with jen.
things have been going good lately.
hayleys party was so fun.
sooo many people showed up.
we had a blast!
i was happiest to see sarah ellis, jeff curtis, ktandrea, lance and ant, and matt!
they just made my night.
i've been doing a lot of reflecting lately...
i was thinking about my dui thing and i was thinking...
it really put my life on hold.
it's such a horrible thing to go through.
i hope it never happens to any of my friends!
i wouldn't wish it on ANYone.
not driving is such a drag...
ESPECIALLY on nights like this.
if i had my license...
i'd be out driving right NOW!
i was thinking about people in my life...
some have effected me in good ways,
and some in bad.
some people i REALLY don't understand.
i'm not perfect.
but, why do people let other people walk all over them?
why are people hypocrites?
why do people lie?
why do people talk shit?
why are poeple fake?
i've seen some people grow as people into
BEAUTIFUL human beings.
and some...i've just seen digress.
life is a crazy crazy place.
i wish i had all the answers.
some poeple are so SHITTY too.
well, guys!
i know guys that are dating people that are my FRIENDS
and they will try to get with me.
that is so shitty.
i'm almost repulsed they would even ask.
like i would actually go along with that.
fuckers!
i'm so in love with this boy at my school.
i've never spoke to him in my life.
but he DID say two words to me once.
he said "nice shirt"
i was too excited to actually speak.
whenever i think about him...
my heart beats faster and i get nervous.
i will see him TOMORROW eeeek!
i'm experiencing so many emotions right now.
mainly good ones.
i studied for 3 hours STRAIGHT today.
i have a midterm WED!
80 questions (multiple choice, true/false)
4 short answer questions and
one essay question.
i think i'll do good. i hope!
i'm selling my truck and getting a car.
gas it tooo much for that shit.
plus i have bad memories in that shit.
good ones too! but i'm over it.
sometimes people make comments to me
that are very hurtful.
and VERY hypocritical.
whatever, i'm over it.
this weather makes me want to go to a show.
it's such SHOW WEATHER!
i wish i drove. i wish i drove.
4 mo months bitches!
the sky looked insane earlier.
one side was RED and the other was BLUE.
and then there was lightening striking
RIGHT between BOTH sides.
it was nuts!
it looked like heaven and hell.
my life is crazy and i love it.
i wouldn't change a THING!