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[dancin4ever]

do you ever wish that for just one day the world would stop? I do. If the world were to stop for one day I could possibly then figure out what I screwed up. I feel like i screwed something up but maybe i didn't. maybe other people screwed things up and that's why i feel like i've screwed up. maybe i dunno. i just wish i could figure out what

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Lex.......

[band_kid]

I'm here even though im not there i'm here for you. I know this is going to hard the next couple weeks i know i'm worried about shawn too. on the sleep thing chill take a deep breath and so things down. Mr. B means well you guys did alsome of saturday will i think you did i wanted to run off the stands and hug all of you. His problem is he works you to hard before a preformance. on the ensemble thing well you know t. is all i can say. I have thinking about shawn i even wrote an essay about him there i so much i had to take out though because it was only allowed to be 2 pages. We have so many memories with us. Like the time we rewrote our music for the show, or the weriod way we whould change the cheers. Then PROM you have to admit you had fun last year with him there. Listen if you need to talk call me, or email me my address is my livejournal accont. Even though i've graduated i still want to be with you guys, yeah i have a few friends down here and i love it here, its just not the same, yeah damien and i can make jokes about band

[lil_mowery]

Tough stuff Lex.. I do not believe you screwed up in any way... or at least as far as I know of you and your world right now. I get the feeling that the world should just stop... I know what you mean by the not socializing thing... Thats why any time we get a cancelled football game, I go to the movies... You should come with us... I am your friend, and I will miss you when you go to college... I think you may have more friends than you give yourself credit for... but thats my opinion... I KNOW you are not a posers. Posers are conformist who have no original ideas. They just copy... You set trends, you like what you do, and you rock it, whether people like it or not. I don't think you put on an act, you are ALEXIS and nobody else. You have a lot on your plate, and I think as time goes on it will be easier to juggle. Try coffee and priotizing, like making sure you go to bed at a certain time even if it a late time... cause your body at least needs a fairly regular schedule. Changes happen and they suck, but sometimes good things