Paul confuses me more then anybody...he asked me to go see Meet the Fockers this weekend...haha this should be good.

Yea I guess today was an alright day.  Paul told me he didn't see me at all today, which means he was looking for me, but he didn't notice me, I don't know how to take that.

I really am going crazy.  Not like wild crazy, but like I'm going to pull all my hair out because everythings messed up right now.  Tyler drives me absolutely nuts. Did I ( Read more... )

It's been a rough morning, I really do hate getting in big fights with my mom, but if you know my mother, you know they're impossible to avoid.  I wish she wouldn't be so stubborn and actually listen to me.  She blows everything out of proportion, and she yells like a ogre as soon as she doesn't get her way.  I hate listening to her talk because ( Read more... )

Hmm...2005...my new years resolution....to lose 30 lbs by June 9th ( I go to Pennsylavania with Tyler )

What a way to begin a new year....away from all those I love....*sigh*

Yea....it's just 1 of those days.......

I'm just kinda blahhh...not sad, but not especially happy.  I haven't talked to Tyler for 2 days and it's killing me...I need him like I need oxygen.  He's the only thing that keeps me going...I don't know but, I can't wait much longer.

I love you Carolyn Sanford, so just keep your chin up love!! <333 xoxox

I hope Chad comes over....we're supposed to go shopping and watch Napolian Dynamite, and play twister, and go ice skating today.....I miss my boy so muchh!!!!!!!  Wow...in case you're wondering, Chad would be my best friend...

Yea...my hair has gotten more curly since I've been using Herbal Essences......haha that could be good or bad...todays its ( Read more... )

Yea...I went out with the older sibling today, we went to a diner and got some grub, then we went to the old port and saw all the boats in the harbour......I guess as much as I hate maine, there are some nice things that I really do enjoy.

I think Jess Rolfe needs to come stay with me because this is the kinda place I can't fully appreciate without ( Read more... )

Well I'm thinking this vacation is going to be a big waste of my time....no friends to hang out with because Tara's in Derry at her dads house...aww ladies, if you want to hang out with her give her cell a call....the #s 207-232-7258....I'm sure she'd love it!!!

Umm...I just want to make out with Paul soon, I know the whole time I'd be pretending ( Read more... )

The day after Christmas.....well I'm first off, totally wiped out, my whole body is just....blahh....

Tyler and I are still in love, and it's just really hard because he's so far and I know nothing will happen between us till we can really just be together, but my feelings won't be changing, so I will wait forever for him.

Paul and I will ( Read more... )