my music ^... this song gives me major postal service vibes, cuz the lyrics have a similar theme... conor goes "i wanna be the..." and lists off random metaphors = ps's "ill be the _____ (e.g. phonograph, platform shoes, etc)" (brand new colony)... idk maybe you kids know what im talking about ( Read more... )

ive learned an important lesson this evening. although i may feel extremely shitty (im still sick) and be incredibly upset over something, my family can always make me laugh. okay i know youre thinking, "but wait, alyssa always complains about her bad relations w/ her family and what not, how can this be??". well yes i do get alot of shit from them ( Read more... )

ive been sick for a good 4 days now and it sucks. i hate fevers / sore throats / coughing / sneezing / headaches / everything else that is wrong w/ me. and im going to be so behind in all my classes now and i have so much college junk to get done this weekend and ahhhh
i think my head is going to explode.

do you ever just stop and ask yourself, "what the hell am i doing?". not just about something, but about everything. no, probably not cuz you probably arent crazy like me. im just looking around and realizing that i am completely unhappy with where i am right now and who i am. most people who are unhappy w/ their lives tend to feel so cuz they are ( Read more... )

fuck you all. seriously. if im not worth your time or efforts as a friend then fine. but dont waste your time fucking w/ my life please.

tis saturday of thanksgiving break, and unfortunately i havent accomplished much. well the brothers home and thats always a plus, regardless of the stupid sibling-type issues. worked the easiest night ever on wednesday... tho i must say, for being one of those girls who even refuses to let her boyfriend pay for stuff, it was quite hard to eat my ( Read more... )

its officially time for some genocide~ dont worry, i mean that in an incredibly metaphoric inside-joke way. im really done w/ all of this bullshit, honestly... it benefits me in no way, thus im ousting (spelling?) the sources of negativity ( Read more... )

i think today deserves a thumbs up. school was nothing special, but there are some pro's to this evening~ not too much hw, so i plan on lots and lots of sleep :) went errand running w/ kel, which was good cuz i finally returned some library books (they were sat II prep, so obviously they were very overdue), did some bargain hunting w/ kel, etc. oh ( Read more... )

got my official acceptance letter today... although ive known for almost a week now. damn the internet, it totally killed the stereotypical waiting for the mail and getting all nervous when opening the envelope. bah.

RawkinYourSocks: hey there ( Read more... )