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[dancing_hope]

It has ended...yet I don't feel happy...relieved...sad...I don't feel anything...

I never thought silence could be so opressing...

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I'm so afraid I have destroyed everything I held dear

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[_silver_yami_]

Why the sad face, cupcake?

[dancing_hope]

*softly* Shizuka-chan lost Sarim...she must be so sad...

[_silver_yami_]

You know, if the Pharaoh had won the custody case, poor little Shizuka would've had far more chances of seeing her son than she has now. You don't expect Marik to keep to the visiting schedule, hmmm?

[dancing_hope]

*tries not to cry* I don't know! I don't know...*shakes head* I only thought Sarim should be with family. Marik has to let her come right? And...and Isis will not keep Shizuka-chan away. She's the mother for Kami-sama's sake!

[foryourdream]

I'm not sure how to feel, either, Anzu-chan. I want to feel happy, though...

=/ But this is a good thing, isn't it? The baby will have a home with his family...I haven't even seen Sarim-chan yet!

[dancing_hope]

That's...how I feel...I want to be happy, I want to smile...and yet, I cannot...

I know...he will have a home, he will be with his family and I'm happy for them. But I can only think of Shizuka-chan...

I haven't either you know?

[foryourdream]

You'll smile again soon, Anzu-chan... You're such a nice friend, I always want you to be happy.

Poor Shizuka-chan...I didn't know her so well, but I feel badly for her, too...

Malik-kun said that I could visit! Maybe we can go see Sarim-chan together.

[dancing_hope]

I hope so...but not for now. Now I have to...think about all that has happened. *smiles faintly* I don't know if I am but...thank you Mana-chan. Don't worry. I'll be alright soon.

Yes, even not knowing her, you can understand how she feels. I just hope she will be able to live through this...somehow.

That's a nice idea...if they would not mind my presence, I would gladly go with you *nods*

[egyptianseer]

I wish there were something I could say to make you feel better, Anzu.

[dancing_hope]

*shakes head* It's alright. I'm not the one suffering the most over this...

But Isis...could you please just do me one thing? Just...make sure Shizuka-chan can see Sarim ok? Please..

[egyptianseer]

*troubled* Anzu... please tell me you didn't seriously think that I wouldn't allow Shizuka to see Sarim...?

[dancing_hope]

*shakes head* Not you, I know you wouldn't do that. I was...just worried Marik would try to deny it...I'm sorry. I'm just being stupid.

I'm...happy for your family Isis.

[bluekisara]

Silence can be very loud, Anzu-san. I know this very well.

[dancing_hope]

It can, can't it? It's like it fills a whole room...it's...hard to explain.