two nights ago i had one of the worst nightmares of my life. or at least that i can remember. i was one of about twenty that had been held hostage by this really dorky white dude that was part of this cult. he was terrifying even though his cult had something to do with REM sleep which now seems utterly ridiculous. at one point he handed us a ( Read more... )

i find "America's Got Talent" the most horrifying show like ever. LIKE EVER.

the free show at millenium park tonight was hott. hott. hott. so was tawd.

i find America's Got Talent the most horrifying show like ever. LIKE EVER.

i am watching the ending minutes of breakfast at tiffany's. i love this movie. i love audrey hepburn. it is cliche. and i do not give a shit. i would like to be her but i do realize that it is highly unlikely. but if given the chance i would totally be her. i dream of having mystery and a beautiful, alluring persona. as awesome as i totally am... ( Read more... )

So. im no longer angry. i DON'T know what happened but i spent like a week in the mindset of a sixteen yearold girl full of angst and hating the world. seriously. I was ridiculous and grumpy and im over it. and i am very happy about that. hott. not that i am turning perky...don't worry. there will be no perk here. i still hate perk.

tonight i was crying and walking down lincoln while smoking a cigarette. a douchebag on a bike asked if i had an extra cigarette and i shouted "NO, AND I AM VERY UPSET ABOUT IT!!!!" if i have to be crying down lincoln. i might as well have a little fun ( Read more... )

yesterday i had a bad day. eighty ounces of bell's oberon later. i was still having a bad day. but then i was drunk.

today. i can't sleep past eight. i am tired. i dreamt i got a job at coyote ugly and could only wear underwear. gross. i want a well payed, fully clothed, NON CRAZY job.

some mornings i really just want to run away. back to portland. and work at world cup. my coworkers were so good. and my bosses. and the coffee was not bad. i am hating my job. my boss is slightly crazy and by slightly i mean REALLY. but i'm not at a place where i feel i can just quit and i really really love being a barista. it is weird. i know. i ( Read more... )

yesterday i had the day off. i did not do much at all. i felt sick and full of a headache for most of the day. the most exciting thing i did was make iced coffee. i am really interested in trying a cold press system and spent some time online looking at the process. it wouldn't be to hard to put together a cold press contraption and toddy makes one ( Read more... )

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