i really need to update, but im not. i used to be so good at this live journal thing and now im getting the "im starting to suck" award. theres just one point to this entry

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY ALANA!
i hope its wonderfulous! and magical. and truly amazing.
may all your dreams come true girly, ALL :-)
i love you
xoxox
mariss

I DID IT!!! ITS DOWN ON PAPER NOW, SCHEDULED. I'M IN THEIR BOOK.

JUNE 30TH

AT 4P.M.

BY MYSELF

IM SKY DIVING

TUESDAY ( Read more... )

me and becca just got in our first huge fight in awhile. the biggest EVER. it got out of control and it got way violent and i knwo im stronger then her but i got voilent anyway and could ahve possibly really hurt her. im an asshole. granted the fight started b/c of her but i hate fights so i just apologized for her and put my pride aside and did ( Read more... )

HI deee ho-this weekend blows my mind, yay ( Read more... )

SUNDAY ( Read more... )

So Kieran left tuesday.Our last night tgoether rocked. words cant even explain how perfect my night was. i thought it would suck since i had my period, damn u! but its ok. kieran showed up at my job. i was way busy and he kept on trying to talk but i couldnt stay still b/c of work. but later we def had us time. acouple times. we took a walk n ( Read more... )

thank goodness i wrote this on a close to day to day basis so i can copy n paste bitches ( Read more... )

its official. i really really REALLY like kieran. i found a guy. im the happiest bunny ever. but then he goes bakc to the army in a week ro somehting till chirstmas and im back to loosing. we finally established us tonite. poeple kept asking if we were dating and boyfriend n girlfriend and we both just kept shurgging. so i talke dot him about ti ( Read more... )

SATURDAY ( Read more... )