You know how everyone leaves a scent with the pillow they regularly sleep on?

I finally washed my sheets. I'd been putting it off, but I finally did it.

He's not talking to me now. It's not just that I'm not talking to him...he's really not talking to me. I've never been rejected before? Is this what it's like?

I was fine this morning. Called some people, hung out with some people, went for a short run, ate lunch, napped, watched some of the America's Next Top Model marathon...I even ate dinner. But then I lost it. I was just sitting on the couch, reading some dumb Jodi Picoult novel. And I lost it.

I didn't cry. It just hit me. It's not going to be just ( Read more... )

Found a formal dress yesterday! I'm so ridiculously excited about it ( Read more... )

He called me at 8:31 this morning. Not because he was up earlier than usual, but because he was still drunk from the night before. Who does that ( Read more... )

My 11:00 a.m. was canceled. So now I'm sitting here, with nothing to do. Wow. I'm really glad I got up early and hard-core stressed about studying and getting all of my reading done. Not. Most people love it when class is canceled. I hate it. What a waste of time and money ( Read more... )

So I am officially ridiculous ( Read more... )

I got shot down today. I never get shot down. Never. When I go for something, there's never anyone better than me ( Read more... )

My mom came up today. It was amazing. I remember the freshman days when I absolutely despised my family. Looking back, it seems kind of crazy. I really have gotten older. The reasons I used to base my severe dislike on now seem so stupid...and childish. Living away from home for so long, combined with the shittiest year in my history, have forced ( Read more... )

I honestly think I might still be a little drunk. I'd be totally fine with this, but I woke up at 6:00 a.m., went running around 7:00 a.m., ate breakfast at bit later, and am now transferring the photos from my camera onto my computer. I really should be completely sober at this point. No wonder there's a big chunk missing from last night's ( Read more... )

I've gotten so used to being upset that it no longer phases me. Does that mean I'm no longer upset...maybe even that I'm just apathetic? If so, do I even qualify as upset? If I'm not upset, what am I ( Read more... )