Well i took a big step today... and even though it didnt work out, i did it and well im praud. People think that i dont have feelings, or that i like a lot of people, but they couldnt be more wrong, i like one person, and i have for a while ( Read more... )

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For all those people who enjoy to talk about me behind my back, let me just tell ya that i know about it. Dont be nice to me to my face because im getting sick of it. If you dont like me then dont talk to me. Easy as that. The thing is, i dont even like some of you anymore. The truth hurts, but it hurts even more when people who act like your ( Read more... )

I realize that people see me as someone who is impossible to have a relationship with. The sad thing is that they are correct. I am not relationship material. I dont know what one is and what its supposed to be. I base everything on perfect; sized up to the movies. Fairly tales if you will. So here comes the hard part. What happens when i like ( Read more... )

cant sleep just thinkin about you.

Pom camp was a hell of a time... i mean that in a good and bad sense. I bonded with my team mates and i cant more a muscle in my body lol. So anyone who wants to give me a message is more then welcome to. But im back. I wish i was still away, theres really nothing here to come back too. Nothing is the same. I will miss jaci a lot. She is a great ( Read more... )

So i had a great time this weekend. The hot tub moments were hilarious. Thanks to the hot tub toe sucking crew (you know who you all are). The fire works were not as great as they should have been on the fourth but its cool i got to see my favorite dudes so i had fun. Cheers to everyone that i made up with, so happy we are all giggles now. Ray - i ( Read more... )

I dont know whats wrong with me.. but im sure everyone else does... and im sorry.

Finally got enough energy in my fingers to type this out... Oh wow its late and i have the worst stomach ache in the world. But somehow you make it better.Thanks. Im scared of this attraction. This sudden depravaition, what should i do? Went to poms today.. i swear i need to quit.. then went to hershey's to see my jaci and others.. haha you are ( Read more... )

I havent written in a while so i thought i would today. I am in a great mood for some reason.. maybe its because i decided to start working out and get into shape. Had a nice work out today at the Jcc saw some people that i knew. Iv'e decided to spend this summer not worrying about guys or anything as stupid as that. Lets face it.... guys suck. So ( Read more... )