Okay today was long and tomorrow is going to be even longer. i have to work from 8am to 4 pm which isn't cool but at least i will be home for heather beans Birthday party. I can't believe she is already 6 years old! Its unbelieveable how fast everything is going. In 4 months i won't be a high school student anymore. I remember when heather was just ( Read more... )

To be completely honest i don't know where to start. I guess i just wanted to grow up so fast and not even think about what was going on around me. i guess i am just pathetic but so be it, you know. there is nothing else i can do about it. Thats someones honest opinion of me and they are totally intitled to feeling that way. life will go on you ( Read more... )

Well i went out for new years and i had fun. i tried to call someone but they didn't answer so i guess they either didn't want to talk or weren't home. I called again yesterday and i guess he was busy. Everyone is telling me so much crap and it pisses me off. i'm a bad person and i get it but why tell all of my friends how bad i treat you. why tell ( Read more... )

I really don't even know where to start. Everything hurts. I can't even go shopping with out crying the whole way there. I thought that all of this would make me feel better and would eventually make us stronger but it turns out that i'm just hurting the one person i never wanted to hurt. I thought about it and i know i was wrong. I'm sitting here ( Read more... )

I'm completely lost and have no idea what i can do about it! It is a horrible feeling and i just want to feel like i belong. I'm not fitting into my family and i just really don't know what to do. My 5-bedroom house has turned into a 3-ring circus both of my sisters moved back in because they were having trouble living on their own which i ( Read more... )

well its 11 minutes until midnight and i can't sleep. Both of my sisters moved back in which i though was going to be cool and all but it isn't. since my sister's house was destroyed during hurricane wilma she came back here with her boyfriend and her 3 kids which i love but since our house isn't ginormous i offered to sleep in the living room and ( Read more... )

let me tell you how school is. It's pretty great i have a lot of fun in almost every class and my grades aren't to schabby but i'm making a lot of new friends. I don't know its like before when i was on dazzlers i was friends with all the dazzlers you know i spent all my time with them and i loved them all like sisters. This year it is kind of ( Read more... )

Today is the 10 month anniversary for Todd and i, I'm very happy for i love him so much. i couldn't be happier. todd is the love of my life and i'm glad that i found him so early in life ( Read more... )

Bonjour everyone! i haven't been on in a while but yeah i'm one now. i'm super bored we are doing some musical thing in drama and its boring. Todd isn't here today because he is sick i feel bad for him. He has been sick the last couple days but that didn't stop him from coming to state fair to cheer on the dazzlers even though we didn't do too well ( Read more... )

Bonjour everyone its been a while because i don't have teachers assisting anymore and thats when i would update my junk. Well life is pretty good i'm at nationals (uda national dance competition) i'm having a lot of fun but i'm home sick. I miss my bed and my house, my family and i really miss todd ( Read more... )