needy

feverish

desiring

frigid

unwanted

confused

pleasantly

fastened...quickened

uncertain

heaviness

release

real living only begins with sensation

An excerpt out of today's Leo horoscope [why can't it ever be nice to me?? :)~ ]:

If you are willing to admit that underneath the cold behavior is an attitude of fear, then you may instead win real understanding.

pushed in. thrown in. can't quite remember just how i ended up in the room. but there i was. standing in the dark, my hands in my pockets. waited until there was the slightest, dimmest light streaming in from some source. hard wood floors stretched out for days beneath my feet. walls that didn't seem to exist but i knew there were boundaries to the ( Read more... )

it's 11.53 and i'm making an honest attempt to make it out of my bedroom. the end of last night is quite the blur. i'm starving ( Read more... )

he said that i reminded him of a little pixie from a shakespearean play when i entered the men's restroom ( Read more... )

i've returned to seattle ( Read more... )

scent of fresh-cut grass ( Read more... )

sitting at amy's chem lab while she does her experiment research job...something about trying to find the pathways to neuro-something or other...

just in case i forget to tell you guys...go watch My Big Fat Greek Wedding because not only is it the story of my life but if you ever wonder what it's like to be in my family...go watch that movie. the ( Read more... )

had my future prophesized one more time...this will the last time i've decided until the new year. no more. i'm done knowing. but in a good way. there's a smile on my face ( Read more... )

i'm probably making one of the biggest mistakes of my life at this moment but oh well...

on the ride home last night, i requested to be driven a certain route so i could see the Strip from my favorite view. i didn't know how to explain my connection to certain scenic views and i know they thought i was weird. do you actually miss that? like you ( Read more... )