1. can jeremy read any of this? i bet he doesn't even know you have this. you so need to let go of that putz.
2. i'm mad at this story. me and this story are in a fight. i thought it was gonna be all happy ending like, and you were gonna say something like:
"so i was really embarrassed, and i turned around to continue my work, and then, without warning, he grabbed me by the hand, twirled me around, and dipped me, kissing me passionately right there in the middle of parker uniforms :sneeze:. when we broke the kiss, he looked into my eyes and said, 'i think you're cute too'."
but no. you had to make it all boring-like and make me go: "i kinda wish i hadn't read that like i said i wasn't going to!"
poopyface. call me back, we'll have lotsa fun tonight.
1. no... well kind of. i wasn't making reference to him reading it, only to him getting short changed because of my interest in other guys, in general.
2. jeremy might not read it, but alex will. so unfortunately, i decided to keep it true to form.
3. i'll work on that alternate ending. i kind of like it... minus the sneezing in the middle of the kissing.
okay i agree with mallary. but then i would have been even more sad because i havnt talked to you for more than 10 minutes since i left, and by the time i got you to tell me the story you would forget all the good juicy details. if that makes any sense. that was a dumb question i know you get it. anyways. but do us both a favor and dont change who you are. and how you are. because then we (me) wont meet beautiful boys like (wow what a coincidence.) alex. that was his name wasn't it? god 4th of july was forever ago. and since you didn't get my message, ill tell you here. okay so i was working the other day and this little girl comes up and asks how much the razzles are. (they are behind me on a shelf, sour and regular.) i tell her. she says okay, ill take a regular. i hand the pack to her, and she begins looking at some other stuff. then she turns over her shoulder and yells, "hey matty! come over and look at these loly pops they light up!" yeah. then her little sister named matty (probably madeline) comes running over. i was blown
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I just wanna say that blushing is the best. Can you say, total statement of intention? Your face can't always hide what you're thinkin'. And that's good. To me.
Little girl your stuck in the middle...so choose
anonymous
August 19 2005, 05:29:57 UTC
After all you put me through you still manage to really piss me off. Why do you do all this shit. ok i dont care if its 11 days after you put this here. i check this because i love you and yet you don't care about my love for you. you practically spit on it when you typed that....no when you did it. I know your a flirt but i'm yours and not anybody elses. why do you put me through so much?? you never think about what could happen between you and ME. you think that i'll just forgive you like all the other times. What if i don't? what if this is the one time that i'm just completely fed up with this bullshit. This completely ruins my second day of school which already sucks because your not here anymore, but oh..thats right i guess you dont care. I love you so much but you take it for granted that i forgive you on eberything. no other guy will, but you don't know this. we need to talk.
Re: Little girl your stuck in the middle...so choose
anonymous
August 21 2005, 18:07:15 UTC
get over it already jeremy. you think shes going to stay with you when shes in college? do you honestly think shes going to wait two years for you to graduate and then come running back to you? yeah she cares about you, but let it go. she obviously has.
Re: Little girl your stuck in the middle...so choose
anonymous
August 22 2005, 05:29:29 UTC
If you havent noticed i have no choice but to get over it. The problem with this is that we were still together when this happened. It's not about the whole hey she went to college to have a better life, it's the fact that she has a problem with commitment and she knows this because this isn't the first time something like this has happened. I've put up with so much stuff, so much more than any other guy would have. I don't want for her to do one of the things shes done to me, to some other guy because i don't want her to get hurt. That's the last thing i want. The reason that she's "obviously" gotten over it is because she's tried to for the last few weeks. I haven't. I stuck it out to the very last day because i wanted to make it perfect for her. She might not feel the same way but I still love her and she'll always know this.
Re: Little girl your stuck in the middle...so choose
anonymous
October 11 2005, 21:52:07 UTC
as much as a cliche as it is, you need to recognize the truth that lies within it...
You love her, you have to let her go (not as though you have a choice as she's in Cincinnati and you're still in Cordova)
if she is yours, the letting go is the best you can do
because if she's yours, she'll come back to you
in the youth of mind you're missing the kind of man she needs you to be
you need to unwind so that you can find a more lasting peace of mind
when you get to where she is, she'll be two years farther, but that doesn't mean there is no love for you in her heart. only time will tell, but at your age it seems time is a commodity you don't have any control over.
you do.
give it up to God and let Him handle the details let her go
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2. i'm mad at this story. me and this story are in a fight. i thought it was gonna be all happy ending like, and you were gonna say something like:
"so i was really embarrassed, and i turned around to continue my work, and then, without warning, he grabbed me by the hand, twirled me around, and dipped me, kissing me passionately right there in the middle of parker uniforms :sneeze:. when we broke the kiss, he looked into my eyes and said, 'i think you're cute too'."
but no. you had to make it all boring-like and make me go: "i kinda wish i hadn't read that like i said i wasn't going to!"
poopyface. call me back, we'll have lotsa fun tonight.
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2. jeremy might not read it, but alex will. so unfortunately, i decided to keep it true to form.
3. i'll work on that alternate ending. i kind of like it... minus the sneezing in the middle of the kissing.
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You love her, you have to let her go (not as though you have a choice as she's in Cincinnati and you're still in Cordova)
if she is yours, the letting go is the best you can do
because if she's yours, she'll come back to you
in the youth of mind
you're missing the kind
of man she needs you to be
you need to unwind
so that you can find
a more lasting peace
of mind
when you get to where she is, she'll be two years farther,
but that doesn't mean there is no love for you in her heart.
only time will tell, but at your age it seems time is a commodity you don't have any control over.
you do.
give it up to God and let Him handle the details
let her go
anon
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