035: 알까요 이런 내 마음을? (do you know this heart of mine?) [4/14]
All of these chapters from this update (and this whole fic, really) is dedicated to the amazing, wonderful, and all-around LOVELY blindteddy , whose birthday has just passed recently and whose work at 2min_aday is both inspiring to me personally AND is what makes me feel extra-proud to be a part-time mod there myself.
Jun, I hope you enjoy this belated bday present ( Read more... )
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And Taemin's curiosity was so genuine and well, adorable.
And although I'm completely against love (because emotions are subjective and subjective things are not valid) but, gosh, you put it so beautifully! Love is about being unsure, I suppose, and well, it differs for each person too, right?
And I totally have to mention the last line! It was so brilliant!
Thanks for sharing!! Can't wait for your next update <3 :D
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I-It was meant to be a change from what we had before in this story, so I-I'm glad you felt that way? ;;;;;
And you're absolutely right about that. Jinki is a really good guy - almost too good, really - but his ingenuity has its drawbacks and this ordeal has kind of made him realize that. He WAS a quiet one throughout, but that's also why I have a sidestory for this ficverse planned :) set in Jinki's POV, so I hope that'll shed some light on how he felt about the events of both these fics as well as on the nature of his feelings about love, life, and being SHINee's leader ( ... )
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My head!canon has always seen Onew as having, like........the world's biggest crush on Kibum. But my JongKey-loving heart sees it as mostly unrequited sighhhh :((( It really does give him trouble and a lot of heartache, but he's such a sweet boy ♥ He tries not to let himself want more than he feels he deserves, but...
B-BUT, PRETTY MUCH, THAT'S WHY I'M WRITING THE NEXT CHAPTER TO BE TOTALLY HAPPY. BECAUSE 2MIN ARE SUPPOSED TO MAKE PEOPLE FEEL HAPPIER AGAIN ;;;;
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But that won't stop my love for this fanfic.
Thanks for your hard work! (*^▽^*)
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I'm not really sure if you really meant my drabble, because it was titled "After", BUT it was all about Shinee and 2min living in a cage.
Please don't worry about your IC-ness, You had by far the best characterization of all the Shinee members I've ever read and I've read A LOT of fanfics.
Do you mean the ending of the chapter or the ending of the fanfic? Because I really like it when the ending isn't all happy and fluffy and rainbows and unicorn, you know? I like it if it's realistic. If it means that 2min won't be together, then so be it. They are after all living in a pretty homophobic environment.
So please don't worry and believe in yourself. You're an amazing writer and I really look forward to the next chapter! (^w^)
And please excuse my crappy English, but English is not my mother tongue.
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fourteen years old seems so young and i wonder if i ever felt the things taemin did when i was that age. i don't think so, and that's why it shows how mature taemin is for his age. your characterization of jonghyun, jinki and minho is perfect as always. sometimes, i worry that jonghyun really does have a complex about being alone but seeing him smile with the other members makes me feel unworried ( ... )
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It is indeed a very young age to have experienced one's first love. But in that situation, it would make sense that it would take a truly mature 14-year-old to let the feelings come as they may and take whatever the other person has to offer him in the way of friendship. I believe Taemin has a very strong handle on things happening around him in general irl too, so this transfers over a ( ... )
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It's funny you should mention that, bby ^^ as it reminded me as one of the things that I love about the 2Min ship is how absolutely inseparable these two are as a whole through evidence in fancams/fanaccounts. Even when one wanders away from the other, it seems like nothing really holds them apart forever; like magnets drawn by an irrevocably powerful force, they always come back together towards the end of it all (a particular SMTown Tokyo fancam comes to mind quite readily *w* highlighting how, after Taemin and Minho were done wandering around the Tokyo Dome stage to mingle with others - with the older being a bit more overt about it than the younger one - the two of them came right back center stage to mess around and carry Taemin on piggyback and run about together to wave to each side of the stage extension area ♥). I love that most about them, because it really shows that they WANT to be close to one another, not just because they have to by obligation :) SOBS AND I ABSOLUTELY ///ADORE/// JOONGKI AND MINHO'S HYUNG/DONGSAENG ( ... )
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Indeed, Taemin's words speak volumes for my own philosophy on love......is that a bad thing, I wonder? Or is it a sign that I see a lot in Taemin that I feel is reflected in my younger self and within me even now? ;^; I-In any event, I too feel strongly about those words I wrote into the dialogue of this chapter - because they are pertinent and they are bittersweet...but they are also very TRUE for many people who love and lose and can't let the other person go. I...don't like to spoil readers, (cries s-says the writer who keeps spoiling her dongsaeng with hints as to where this story is going orzz;;), but I will say this about Jinki's one-sided love for Kibum, Kibum's relationship with Jonghyun, and the way Sunyoung fits into it all: all parties are invested in someone in this love square, but all of them will get what they truly deserve in the end. --As for what that means, I'm going to keep that much a S E C R E T （＾＿-）☆ at least until the next few chapters that will be updated soon, anyway ( ... )
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