Ensemble... ensemble... man oh man... that is bullshit! I'm sorry, I'm not one to be pompous or anything, but fuck that! Ensemble? I'm gonna be a fucking sign holder or some shit in my final show at NIU, give me a fucking break, I deserve way better than that. I worked my ass off for my audition and I saw some of the other people... seriously? What ( Read more... )

I LOVE IT!!! UNDEAD JOURNAL>>>???? HAHAHAHA AWESOME! I love Halloween... like, mad style!

My apologies for the dramatic title... but I'm feeling dramatic ( Read more... )

when you get drunk... among other things... and you make a livejournal entry. And don't mistake the correct spelling of this to mean I'm not as effed up as I really am... because I'm pretty effed up. Good journal for letting me get this out. I should make this private but I won't because I want to see if anyone will comment on it. And I also wonder ( Read more... )

for real! Don't worry, this was an acting improv to help with my monologue where I murder my greedy, old, falling apart Aunt for ruining my life and not helping me go to college. So I kill her and get her money so I can marry the girl of my dreams and I come back from the dead to tell the town about it and rub it in their faces that I got away with ( Read more... )

but I felt like writing something. Basically I'm putting off going to bed. Why? Because I have an 8 AM class and it makes sense to get as little sleep as possible for the class I haven't been to in two weeks... right. God I can't wait to graduate, haha... I'm never doing anything before 10 unless it has to do with performing, haha. I can motivate ( Read more... )

"Turn Off the Radio’s Static ( Read more... )

I mean... I guess not much has changed in the way I go about my relationships other than the fact that I really want to make sure it is what I want because I definitely don't want to hurt anybody. And I've reached the point where... I absolutely want, and need a girlfriend. Someone to confide in and be close to and count on and be vulnerable with ( Read more... )

My airsoft pistol fell apart in my hands today, not cool. Then, just now, I tried to play my electric guitar... and something in THE GUITAR is fucked up cuz it won't connect to make any sound. I checked the pedal and the amp and they are fine... and the cables are fine... but the guitar is not connecting to the pedal or the amp to make any noise. ( Read more... )

or rather, re-thought about something, this weekend. It first started when I watched the debate. And this has nothing to do with politics or the debate itself, it has to do with who I was watching it with. Devhan and Janet on one couch, Bob and Alex on the other, and myself sharing the final couch with... JD. We had all had dinner prior to the ( Read more... )