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[dandymandy008]

I'm more furious/upset than I think I've EVER been in my entire life.

I officially hate everything about high school, including theatre.

I need to get out into the real world before I start to feel inadequate again. It happens all the time. I get let down, and I think that I'm not good at anything. So screw high school. I don't even care anymore

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[treearms]

hey guess what. you ARE in the real world. college isnt any better at all. niether is after college.

[dandymandy008]

Don't leave me comments unless you have any clue what I'm talking about, kay?

[heartswerehigh]

Yeah I am pissed too. Super pissed. I am so upset because I was misled this whole time. I thought the acting class was actually fair but I guess it's all a bunch of political BS. I give up in that class as well. I'm done trying to "impress." The real world of theatre, like you mentioned, is much more professional and you actually have to have talent to make it. Not big boobs and perfect teeth. Save that BS for the runways and soap operas.

[heartswerehigh]

....It's 10 minutes after I wrote that and I feel bad for being so blunt. I hate to sound like some ass. I'm still pretty angry like you but you know what? We need to look forward and just be a little more zen. Chad's right when he says, "Look through" a situation. It's just high school and the people who aren't committed won't persue it in their future. High school is all about "being known". Most high school actors and actresses just want to be in the spotlight and be known. It just angers me that teachers LOVE the kids who brown nose. Don't they see through that?? Why can't people see sincere feeling in people?? I refuse to brown nose. People either like me or they don't. Another thing I noticed is that a lot of the kids in acting are afraid to be themselves. Like I'm very "odd". Like how Frankie wanted me to do that stupid character I made up in my head---most people were probably like, "wtf is wrong with this girl." But you know what-the crazy one's will prevail. We have nothing to worry about. Let's just give our congratulations

[rapiscrap127]

what is this all about anyway? im really curious to know what happened.

i wrote this in sams journal too.

[crayolacrayoffs]

mrs schlink is a great teacher. she just plays favorites. a lot. ive always had a feeling that she casts things (especailly in actors studio) without auditioning anyone, and that auditions are a formality.

to mandy. remember the auditions for "dark of the moon"? it was who can sing. we all sang the thing in class. that was the audition. but then she gave it to kaligh even though she cant/couldnt sing. thats when i knew. other than that there weren't even auditions.
what can you do? it will happen with any director you meet. it happened at one of the most professional theater camps ever. it will happen professionally. if your going to go into theater this is one thing you will NEED to know. and that you are experienceing it now will give you a heads up on everyone else who was the favorite.

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