I am too sad

I am too sad

I want my happy back

I want my life back

I want my normal back

I want something back

You have not fooled me.  You either think you are, or you are just fooling yourself, and if you are fooling yourself, then I am very sad, because you are too smart for that ( Read more... )

Due to a slightly torn rotator cuff, I am not allowed to work at Trader Joe's for atleast 3 weeks. Fortunatly, I will recieve part time disabality and be paid 55% of my average paycheck until I can return  to work.  I think some people were legitimatlly sad, and now that I think of it, i am too, I actually like that place, and I fear that they may ( Read more... )

I dont really know a lot of things.

I know that is hard to see someone self-destructing right in front of you.

I also know that i managed to hurt my shoulder while lifting up my backpack today, we'll see how it goes after 2 days of work.

I know that yes I am attracted to venezulean women, especially ones that call me crazy while rubbing my leg.

I ( Read more... )

Its odd now that I actually work in a store and now have seen a movie like Employee of the Month, although the store is a lot more like a super walmart then a Trader Joe's. I actually thought it was pretty funny, it was what it was, predictable, but had some good moments, I am probably one of the ten people in the world that actually finds Dax ( Read more... )

Yeah my girlfriend and i kinda worked it out I guess. I realize that she is busy ( a double major with a concentration in biomedical studies.) So I dunno, it is what it is.

I really miss Habib in the computer lab, I mean shit flys in there that he never would've allowed.

There is a girl who acts like I don't exist.

She is my girlfriend.

I really, truly thought I was happy, and I probably still am.  I didnt really think a fake relationship would really effect me so much, I mean people are in sham marriages for the sake of the kids all the time, and they manage, so why can't I accept that I'm not priority #1 or even #50?

Good News: I just started playing for money on pokerstars and am already up $220

Bad News: My "relationship" is nothing but a total, absolute joke, and its nobody's fault and theres nothing I can do about it.

Also, I didn't mention this, but my fantasy football teams went 0-4 last week.

Last Night I could not sleep at all

I hallucinated that you were here in my arms.

MCTC TODAY: 
-Man arrested on busride on the way to school, nearly makes Dane late. 
-Annabella Martinez calls Dane "Crazy and Danish." Dane perceives this as being really really sexy, because Annabella Martinez is  really really sexy. 
-Aisha's cell phone rings very ( Read more... )