i havent updated in the longest time, i was doing good till like last night, i broke down to my mom....hysterical crying and screaming telling her i hate her for moving me here...i feel bad cuz i dont hate her i love her shes my mom but i dont like it here...i talk to alex all the time i <3 him ( Read more... )

Today is spetember 22...one year ago today alex and i started going out...and now i live 1000 miles from him :( i hate this, i have a bf here but its not the same...at all. i miss alex alot, just hanging out with him we were together like everyday and we always had fun...i just want that back. im not COMPLETELY miserable here, but im no where near ( Read more... )

Well its sunday...blah for sundays cuz they suck ( Read more... )

So ive decided south carolinas not all that bad. its nothing compared to new york and i will never call it home but it will have to do for now. thigs get better as the days go by, they get a little easier too. although sometimes i really wish things could go back to how they were, i have to be realistic. As much as i miss everything about new ( Read more... )

okay so ive been here for a little less then a month...and i just realized that my hate for this place has grown stronger. Alex left today i had fun while he was here...i miss him already...i know im pathetic. Im so miserable here i already can see what this year is gonna be like...HELL. Theres nothing to do here either i wish things were ( Read more... )

okay so theres been a change of plans =]

Alex is coming down thursday...SO EXCITED<3 ah i still hate school and living here...but knowing i get to see him and then in october i get to go to NY helps me pull through ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a long time ( Read more... )

So we're standing in line ( Read more... )

well at the moment it is 1:37am ( Read more... )

todays sunday ( Read more... )