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[danger_zone911]

I'm desperately clinging onto any semblance of who I've always thought I was. I can feel my fingers slipping, one by one, I'm over the ledge looking down and I don't like what's down there. It would be so comfortable. I could just let go and fall and that one moment of relief before falling into the dark abyss of what is my future would feel worth

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[ecctv]

I still think you're super!

[dirrtymyke]

I've been having these thoughts too lately. Idk if its from living in San Francisco, a new sense of midlife crisis, or just the state of the world we are in and feeling it subconsciously.

Regardless--what made me feel back and centered was writing in my journal and taking a week off to just do nothing but veg out. If you can do that last one, do it!