Blocked...

[dangerfield23]

I just realised what's going on with me, I am emotionally blocked up, too much in-put and not enough thru-put. I need a release. I need to cry. I need to get big drunk (not an option any more). I need to have 150 orgasms. Or maybe I just need to be beaten really hard. Get it out of me!!!

Comments

[violet_guile]

Ah, you're in that "I need to go scream over a high cliff" mode. I know it well.

Pity you're not one to indulge in alcohol and whatnot. Whatever will you do?

[dangerfield23]

we shall see.. :)

[rubena]

*hugs* Maybe you should try for some very slow, extended orgasms. :) Hooray for ESO!

[dangerfield23]

ESO? they produce petrol right?

[rubena]

*giggle* No, I am referring to Extended Sexual Orgasm. I am currently reading a book on how to learn to come for up to an hour and longer. :) My longest orgasm ever so far has lasted for maybe 7 minutes... but I'm not going to leave it at that. :) Anyway, it's sort of like a very mellow high, which I figure might be the thing for you. :)

[dangerfield23]

7 minutes, that is just amazing! How have your partners gone? any experience of men going for long periods that you have directly experienced?

[moondark_lady]

The latter option looks good right about now ... know anyone who can get you there?

[dangerfield23]

hhhhhmmmm... thinks hard and thumbs little black book..

[fire_wuff]

You know the rituals hawthorns been running has been goo for that kind of thing for me. shame you've missed them.

Dance for hours works well, just don't fracture your foot like I did last time.

Times like these there is a real need for a fight club....

[dangerfield23]

yeah i know I was gutted I couldnt make it to his rituals... giving 2/3 days notice might work for him but it doesnt for me... I cant make the next tw either so I think I will give up on it..

[fire_wuff]

I wouldn't, there will be more in jan and it's worh it. The short notice has sucked and I did tell him that at the last one. He's been really enthused about it, and lot of ideas for the festival have been discussed after. It's only been luck that I've been able to make them.

[dangerfield23]

yeah i have asked him to set the dates in stone for the months up to euphoria but he doesnt seem to want to do it... as far as working with the baphomet energy and getting a group mind its a great idea but I wanted to be in there from the ground up...

[dangerfield23]

you are going to the shakti dance? I am half tempted to go too.. what are the times?

[dangerfield23]

ah, have other plans now.. would have loved a dance though.. you enjoy..