Comments | dangerosive: i am finally seeing i was the one worth leaving

dangerosive

i am finally seeing i was the one worth leaving

Apr 12, 2009 16:47

my sister julia called me today and she complained that she doesn't know what's going on in my life because i never write here anymore. i'm not very close to a lot of people, and i don't really disclose a lot even to those i am. not so much out of a desire for secrecy but more because i just don't communicate well. i am bad at interaction and there ( Read more... )

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invadent April 13 2009, 06:05:14 UTC

I am going on a road trip too! My sister and I are greyhounding it around the country for a month (on an adventure pass -that's what they call it however I concur)after we live in nyc for a month. We were supposed to move to nyc this fall but that has been postponed 2 years. It makes me feel better when I don't think about all the ways I could die before most of my dreams are born. (that sounded way morbid. I think I would have made a wonderful goth. Black does wonders for my figure ( ... )

dangerosive April 13 2009, 18:41:36 UTC

i like your long comments! it's nice to know that my entries inspire thoughts and recollections. i like the thought that our imperfections make us beautiful but i don't know how much i agree, either. i think definitely we were all made to be exactly what we were meant to be. i mean, god doesn't make mistakes and there's a reason we were made imperfectly. living through our flaws is our challenge in life.

or something.

(lindsay, as usual) :) anonymous April 14 2009, 22:08:36 UTC

i don't know if i am anti-social because of my social interaction problems, or if it's the other way around. i honestly don't like being around more than two or three people (98% of the time), but i wish i did. or could be.

crazy_clari_27 April 16 2009, 03:26:29 UTC

I never check LJ anymore but probably will now because I built a home here, but on another name.

Rather than write something profound and meaningful, I am going to just be nosy and demand to know who these fellas are. Even though I am fairly certain I know who they are. I have always had a sense for these things, since we first met, or since before we met maybe because the person I am referring to is the one who brought us together.

You don't have to tell me about your life but I am glad it is out of just not saying things instead of a desire for secrecy, because even when I barely see you or talk to you I kind of tend to know what's going on anyway.

hey hey hey... anonymous April 22 2009, 19:29:35 UTC

Yeah girl - I think about you too! I was excited to see your last entry after so long with no news. And I love to read how you can put your crazy life into such eloquent writing. As you can see you're not alone in feeling alone - even Karla stresses about 'fitting in' with our snooty neighbors, something I never think about. Somewhere, somehow, I developed this 'I don't really care what they think of me' attitude and my life has been so much easier since. I have no problems appoaching people anymore, even those who tend to get under my skin. My problem is still linked to the inferiority complex from never sticking with my education ( ... )

KUDOS capricia85 May 3 2009, 06:22:40 UTC

Yeah so this comment is soooo late in coming, but I agree. Just look at life as an adventure, and keep moving forward...because life will take you there if you want it or not. Look at it this way...you can embrace what you have and the leasons you've learned, or you can hope for something else and end up in a Labyrinth type situation. No one wants to be stuck looking for their younger sybling in a large labyrinth....so, go for! All in.