Somtimes I think Worrying does a lot more damage to people than we give it credit for. I can relate; I know it sounds warped because I'm already in college, but I know how you feel. I'm in debt right now about $500 because of books and a housing deposit. I am also in jeapordy of losing my scholarship because I didn't do so hot last semester, so I could face more loans, transfering to a new school, or just not going anymore, all the while facing constant pressure from my parents to acheive grater things, and to make my own life better. But I still have my hopes up that it'll all work out for me, and if it doesn't, then it's just another hastle I'll have to deal with later. I'm gonna do my best for now, and that's all, if I worry it'll only be a distraction. I can't worry. Your life may not turn out exactly the way you planned, but as long as you can enjoy it every now and again, you've got something going for you. Don't give up on whatever you decide to do, no matter how long it takes you to figure it out
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Its definately a tough time in life right now. I can relate to the money issue, because i have none. and i spend money when im depressed and it makes me feel good. (or if i go shopping and dont find anything, i get weak and depressed) its sad. i've recently had the urge to go and buy and ipod, and realized i dont really have the money for it. and even if i did have the money for it, i feel like i should at least try to keep it in my bank account and save for things i really need. things are tough right now but you'll make it through :)
I'm going to save my money. I went shopping three times over the weekend and spent a total of $3 (i bought a shirt at Salvation Army) so I'm going to continue not spending excessively and then I will buy myself an iPod.
Emilyyy I love you so very much and I miss you bunches...i lost your cell number! I finally got a cell phone so I can add you to my 'contact list' and then we can talk all the time...tell me what is going on with you, we haven't spoken in many moons...<3<3<3<3
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