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[dangerousgames]

i am now going to be using a journal i created in august...I won't give the user name because...I doubt anyone will read it anyways...

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It takes so much not to think about you

[nopuedesereso]

You have been the only one to look out for me. The girls don't even care to email me or anything. They have no idea how hard things have been. I am going to miss you more than anything in this world. I am so sorry it has to be this way for now. But it's for the best my beautiful daughter. I guess starving all week did us some good. I lost ten pounds. But I don't want you to lose anymore weight cause you are disappearing. Then I won't have that comfort of your fat to cover me when I need a hug. Love you so much baby...so sad..it's only a temp thing...